I'm officially killing myself this summer!

[HereUntilApril]

I am going to kill myself sometime between July and September depending on the circumstances. I was afraid to do it before which is the reason why I'm still here despite my username but now I'm at a point where I'm fully at peace with my decision and I've been getting angrier and angrier with life's inconveniences, even the minor ones. I know this will hurt my friends and family but I genuinely can't go on anymore. At one point, I wanted to live until 100 but now I don't even want to make it past 30. I wish I could have achieved what I wanted to do in this life but it's way too late for that now and I'm just sick and tired of everything. I'm just done with this shit now!

 

[JudasWolverton]

cant message people. same boat as you. gonna OD before fall. don't you ever wish you were born as something simpler? like a bird or a bug?

 

[LetMeOut67]

I'm beginning to accept that I have to leave this nonsense.
Can't take another winter (I find them unbearable) like the last one.

 

[imdeeplyhuman]

Hope you can find peace brother

 

[rainbowunicorn]

I am going to kill myself sometime between July and September depending on the circumstances. I was afraid to do it before which is the reason why I'm still here despite my username but now I'm at a point where I'm fully at peace with my decision and I've been getting angrier and angrier with life's inconveniences, even the minor ones. I know this will hurt my friends and family but I genuinely can't go on anymore. At one point, I wanted to live until 100 but now I don't even want to make it past 30. I wish I could have achieved what I wanted to do in this life but it's way too late for that now and I'm just sick and tired of everything. I'm just done with this shit now!

We are experiencing the exact same thing. I know in order to escape my circumstances I'll have to ctb in July & I'm honestly ok with it. I think my time being human has come to an end.