Help I'm not dead

[MeowTheFlemishCat]

Hai. checking in just to tell y'all that I'm still alive. Suicide is difficult. I went to the store to get an Oreo Donut and I'm cleaning up my apartment.

 

[Worndown]

If you have to live, eating a donut is good.

 

[Kit1]

So true!

Hai. checking in just to tell y'all that I'm still alive. Suicide is difficult. I went to the store to get an Oreo Donut and I'm cleaning up my apartment.

How are you feeling?

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is too difficult to die, I hate how it's not straightforward to just cease existing in peace. But anyway best wishes.

 

[higherthanthesun]

Hai. checking in just to tell y'all that I'm still alive. Suicide is difficult. I went to the store to get an Oreo Donut and I'm cleaning up my apartment.

I'm glad your doing okay, donuts are the best, I find cleaning helps me clean my mind sometimes <3

 

[tiger b]

Omm nomm nomm

 

[inpursuitofpeace]

I feel this. I am in a similar, yet different situation. Mine is more recovery-focused, but still, I feel you. I have had so many urges to die, but I haven't recently attempted (aka this week) because I know that they would fail (due to lack of adequate access) and it isn't worth the risk of hospitalization and the shame I feel afterwards if someone were to find out. So, I'm here, frustratingly trying to live, drinking a fancy coffee, and trying to make it through. At least if you're still here, a donut is a great way to go. It kind of makes things momentarily more enjoyable. But yeah, living sucks.