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livingonlytodie

livingonlytodie

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Dec 9, 2024
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For a long time now I've known I'd die by my own hands but after what's taken place this year? It's time to fucking go. I desperately want a gun so I can blow my brains out & never look back. Nothings helping … anime , manga , cartoons & tv shows are all nothing but distractions & im ready to die. The only reason why im still here is because I haven't gained access to a gun yet lmao!! If anybody is interested in helping me die don't be afraid to reach out!! I'm on my last legs here lol
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
97
Good luck. How likely are you to get access to a gun?
 
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livingonlytodie

livingonlytodie

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Tbh im not sure. I'm only 19 so I can't buy one YET… I need someone to get me a gun so I can die lol
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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struggles_inc

struggles_inc

life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
Jun 24, 2023
334
Is gun your only method of choice? If I had one, I'd blow my brains out too, but I won't be allowed a gun (legally) for a loooong time. That's why I'm considering carbon monoxide.
 
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livingonlytodie

livingonlytodie

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Dec 9, 2024
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Not necessarily.. what is carbon monoxide?
 
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Idideverythingwrong

Idideverythingwrong

Member
Dec 2, 2024
63
WAIT IDK ANYMORE!!!!! Nobody's responding & im struggling to find someone to help me get a gun??
No one here will give you a weapon or provide you with help to get one, you should consider another method
I understand you, I am also desperate to do it, there is no painless method that I can execute right now, I live with my parents
 
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Tonic_Secrecy

Tonic_Secrecy

Hey, what bus are you here for?
Jan 18, 2025
50
Why not try SN Instead it's pretty easy to obtain by yourself Especially in the US.
 
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livingonlytodie

livingonlytodie

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Why not try SN Instead it's pretty easy to obtain by yourself Especially in the US.
I'll definitely have to look into this. Although im so confused on why it's so difficult to get my hands on a gun?? LOL if only I could! I'd be dead in like 5 seconds…
 
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struggles_inc

struggles_inc

life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
Jun 24, 2023
334
Not necessarily.. what is carbon monoxide?
That's a poison you get from burning charcoal. Inhalation in secluded areas may be lethal. But again, as previous users stated, on this website you will not be able to purchase something from others.

You might wanna look at Partners Megathread though.
 
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livingonlytodie

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That's a poison you get from burning charcoal. Inhalation in secluded areas may be lethal. But again, as previous users stated, on this website you will not be able to purchase something from others.

You might wanna look at Partners Megathread though.
I posted on there previously but I don't think anyone's interested tbh. I'll just wait until im 21 & end things on my own terms it seems
 
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human909

human909

I just want peace
Dec 30, 2024
417
Good luck and i hope you find the peace you've been searching for,
 
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struggles_inc

struggles_inc

life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
Jun 24, 2023
334
I posted on there previously but I don't think anyone's interested tbh. I'll just wait until im 21 & end things on my own terms it seems
I guess you're in the US, I am not, but I'm sure there is mental assessment in the process of licensing a gun. If you're confident you'll pass, that's fine. I would keep another method just in case.
 
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loneloser

loneloser

i wanna sleep 4ever <3
Jan 16, 2025
63
Not necessarily.. what is carbon monoxide?
It's a gas produced from many burning things like wood or coal like someone else said above. It can also come from car exhausts. It is an odorless gas that displaces oxygen in your blood. It will make you pass out first, then starve your vital organs of oxygen.

It's a method I'm considering.
I'm pretty sure it's painless but it may harm others who come across it because, like I said above, it's odorless and colorless.

Good luck and peace.
 
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livingonlytodie

livingonlytodie

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It's a gas produced from many burning things like wood or coal like someone else said above. It can also come from car exhausts. It is an odorless gas that displaces oxygen in your blood. It will make you pass out first, then starve your vital organs of oxygen.

It's a method I'm considering.
I'm pretty sure it's painless but it may harm others who come across it because, like I said above, it's odorless and colorless.

Good luck and peace.
TAKE ME WITH YOU
 
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John-Doe

John-Doe

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Jan 20, 2024
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I guess you're in the US, I am not, but I'm sure there is mental assessment in the process of licensing a gun. If you're confident you'll pass, that's fine. I would keep another method just in case.
US gun owner here, i bought a rifle a few years ago when i was 18 and there was no assessment. just signed a couple things, had a few day waiting period (which was just because i was under 21 at the time) then went home with it.
 
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danny10

danny10

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Jan 8, 2025
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Firearms would be my number 1 choice if I lived in the USA. Unfortunately I live in Europe so I'm getting SN. However, I still might consider travelling to the US if I can partner up for CTBing with someone who owns a gun...
 
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livingonlytodie

livingonlytodie

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Dec 9, 2024
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Firearms would be my number 1 choice if I lived in the USA. Unfortunately I live in Europe so I'm getting SN. However, I still might consider travelling to the US if I can partner up for CTBing with someone who owns a gun...
I'm so close to end of my life & now im so excited. Regardless if it takes a bit longer than I expected it's still coming.
 
danny10

danny10

Student
Jan 8, 2025
192
I'm so close to end of my life & now im so excited. Regardless if it takes a bit longer than I expected it's still coming.
Yes, maybe we can decide a date? Also, I would like to get to know everyone I'm planning to CTB with. Do you think a meeting could take place before we actually CTB?
 
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danny10

danny10

Student
Jan 8, 2025
192
Anyone interested in a meeting just to get to know each other? This can be done through video call as well.
 
Kyotospade

Kyotospade

After grief , only pain remains.
Jan 5, 2025
137
Anyone interested in a meeting just to get to know each other? This can be done through video call as well.
You kinda just stopped messaging me so I assumed you weren't interested anymore
 

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