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indigoviolet
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- Aug 19, 2024
- 19
I plan to do it this Sunday night. There are a couple of factors that may prevent that as im planning to do full susp from a tree on a forest by my home. I'm away and won't be back till Thursday night so Friday is going to be the day I look for the perfect tree. I'm buying the rope tomorrow then seeing my boyfriend for the last time on the Saturday. This really is it and I have never been more ready. I can't wait for the peace. What made me question was the moments before you pass out, the pure panic on the faces of those on the live streams I've watched. But I'm not longer scared of that. It's a short price to pay for eternal peace.
I'm sad to say that this world has beaten me. I hope I get another chance one day in a different lifetime with an easier journey. But for now, I say goodbye
I'm sad to say that this world has beaten me. I hope I get another chance one day in a different lifetime with an easier journey. But for now, I say goodbye