I'm leaving soon

[daysd]

It started when I was 12. Much like a lot of you, I've been depressed for as long as I can remember, and I've been wanting out for a long time. The feeling hangs over my head even when I'm doing good. I've been medicated, I've been in therapy, I've drunk my feelings away more times than I can count. I've talked to friends, family, strangers, anyone that would listen. I'm stupid for thinking any of it would help. Nothing can cure me, I'm tired of trying. I hope I can CTB soon, I've ordered SN, hopefully everything goes well

 

[Source Energy]

you and me both friend...I ordered SN and googling like crazy for the rest needed. Still scared of tachycardia, suffocation, diarrhea and who knows what, but more scared of living like this, dying in a million ways every day...

 

[jodes2]

We'll miss you :( I'm sure other people will too

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of being trapped here, and I've also wished to be gone for such a long time but anyway I wish you the best. I can imagine that it must be a relief knowing that you will soon have a way to be free from this awful world.