I’m kicking myself for not just ending it sooner

[tuey32]

I was here lurking back in 2020, when SN was still available on Amazon. But I decided to hold out hope and not order anything. I ended up in the psych ward instead.

Now, here 4 years later once again wanting to end it all except SN is now impossible to get. I really wish I had just given up back then, it would have been so much easier.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Now, here 4 years later once again wanting to end it all except SN is now impossible to get.

Yeah, 2020 was a much easier time to get SN compared to now, with events like K-laws arrest and now MDS, it's only gonna get harder since less and less companies(if they're still selling) will want to deal with the attention that comes with selling sn freely, without need for business licenses.

 

[tuey32]

Yeah, 2020 was a much easier time to get SN compared to now, with events like K-laws arrest and now MDS, it's only gonna get harder since less and less companies(if they're still selling) will want to deal with the attention that comes with selling sn freely, without need for business licenses.

Wanting to off yourself is already hard enough to deal with, is it so much to ask to want to do it peacefully

 

[juna]

Truly, why does it have to be so difficult to die? It's our life, shouldn't we be allowed to do whatever we want with it.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Wanting to off yourself is already hard enough to deal with, is it so much to ask to want to do it peacefully

Sorry about all of this and i can understand how you feel, did you hold off on buying sn and went to the psych ward voluntarily?

 

[tuey32]

Sorry about all of this and i can understand how you feel, did you hold off on buying sn and went to the psych ward voluntarily?

Yup

 

[lotheb_5drop]

This feels like missing out on investing in bitcoin. I just found out about SN recently and now it's harder to get?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

This feels like missing out on investing in bitcoin. I just found out about SN recently and now it's harder to get?

LOL do u mean that ironic? Missing out on BTC since 2011 is a death sentence anyway ... whether with or without SN!

@tuey32 it's not really about ending it sooner, it's about preparing your method, having your stuff ready when it's time. You can have a method ready and at hand but nobody forces you to use it you can still have hope / try to recover and all that.

 

[tuey32]

LOL do u mean that ironic? Missing out on BTC since 2011 is a death sentence anyway ... whether with or without SN!

@tuey32 it's not really about ending it sooner, it's about preparing your method, having your stuff ready when it's time. You can have a method ready and at hand but nobody forces you to use it you can still have hope / try to recover and all that.

Yea I wish I had at least ordered it back then so I could save it for whenever. I figured it would still be there if I changed my mind lol

This feels like missing out on investing in bitcoin. I just found out about SN recently and now it's harder to get?

I was venting to a friend about this earlier too I miss out on everything

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is so cruel and horrible to me how humans make suicide inaccessible, the option to just die in peace should always be there so none of us feel trapped in this existence. But anyway I wish you the best, I also just wish to peacefully cease existing, it'd be such a relief for me having the option to do so.

 

[juna]

This feels like missing out on investing in bitcoin. I just found out about SN recently and now it's harder to get?

A lot of people feel the same. I had been searching for a method since july of last year and I just found about SN a few days ago. Can you believe it was available on Amazon so easily and I didn't know. Who would have known dying is as tough as living! I just hope I find peace this year somehow.