Venting I’m just gonna post this

[cute_cat123]

Fml genuinely. All my friends left me. I'm SO useless it's scary. I feel genuinely disgusted with myself because I'm WAY too kind. I give people everything while there is nothing left for me. It's such a horrible awful feeling. And since I'm so used to give people everything when I have nothing left anymore it feels like I failed as a human being. I hate how "trustworthy" I am. I hate how people like to use me. I hate my ocd. I hate my depression and everything in my life which led to this horrible point. I hate all of my friends, I hate everyone in my family and most of all I hate myself. I wish there was another way. GENUINELY I wish there was another way, but no matter how HARD I look. It all comes down to this point. My life is meant for pure suffering, and the only way to stop this curse, is to end it. …right?

 

[scary]

I'm so goddamn sorry about your friends cat, they don't deserve you. Unfortunately a lot of people in this world are selfish and self-centered. Taking advantage of nice people is the easiest thing to them. I have OCD too and I 100% understand your pain, it's a nightmare truly. I can't really say CTB is the "answer" because at the end of the day it's your choice but just know I get what you're feeling and going through.