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Water-Lily

Water-Lily

Enlightened
Dec 26, 2020
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The only reason I haven't died is because I have stupid people who care

Care is the disease that's kept me here

Had I given up on those who "cared" then maybe I would have been at peace with death
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,509
Being one of those who has no one who cares for them, I can tell you that it's a case of the "grass being greener on the other side", and the grass on this side, in part because I have no one, is by no means green. It's completely brown and dead.
 
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starlover

starlover

Member
Apr 28, 2023
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I can sympathize. I want to die but I don't want to cause my loved ones pain. Sucks.

I understand what @locked*n*loaded is saying about greener grass, but damn it would make my decision easier if I didn't have to worry about left behinds.

Maybe there's no greener grass to be had here. It's all barren no matter which side of the fence you're on.
 
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Torabol

Torabol

Student
Apr 15, 2023
107
I can sympathize. I want to die but I don't want to cause my loved ones pain. Sucks.

I understand what @locked*n*loaded is saying about greener grass, but damn it would make my decision easier if I didn't have to worry about left behinds.

Maybe there's no greener grass to be had here. It's all barren no matter which side of the fence you're on.
Well said. Life is hell.
 

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