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deathenvoy

Experienced
Mar 29, 2019
215
I am in mental hospital for 3 weeks already and I am in constant state of terror. Suicide thoughts 24h/day, anxiety goes through the roof, crawlings over my skin. No medication helps. I feel only despair and fear. I need to get out from here and CTB. I cannot take it any longer.
 
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Escaper Boy

Escaper Boy

累坏了...
Apr 11, 2019
245
Do you have any estimation about the duration of your stay? When will you get out? I hope they are not locking you there for a long time. Wish you peace and comfort.
 
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Macc Lad

Macc Lad

Specialist
Jan 22, 2019
300
I am in mental hospital for 3 weeks already and I am in constant state of terror. Suicide thoughts 24h/day, anxiety goes through the roof, crawlings over my skin. No medication helps. I feel only despair and fear. I need to get out from here and CTB. I cannot take it any longer.

all the best to you mate x
 
Raggas

Raggas

Suicide is self expression
Dec 31, 2018
306
Just try to act well so you don't get held for longer.
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
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I am in mental hospital for 3 weeks already and I am in constant state of terror. Suicide thoughts 24h/day, anxiety goes through the roof, crawlings over my skin. No medication helps. I feel only despair and fear. I need to get out from here and CTB. I cannot take it any longer.
So sorry to hear this.
I would try to keep those thoughts to yourself and u will be discharged sooner than later.
I hope things get easier and you can find a coping mechanism whilst being detained,try to focus on appearing stable and know that once discharged you will b free to do whatever u want.
Hang in there for the time being.be patient and convincing even though its really frustrating.
Hugs x
 
Xaphous

Xaphous

hikikomori
Nov 11, 2018
550
I know how much it sucks. It's like those places are designed to keep you miserable, it should be the opposite. I agree with acting like you are better to try get out sooner.
 
JadedGray

JadedGray

Life Eternal
Jul 24, 2018
991
It's terrible that these places aren't of much (if any) help and that the only thing you can do is "fake it" until you get out. Unfortunately, the less time you spend in these places the better. Staying too long will take a toll on your mental health. If these places were effective and they actually cared it would be nice to convalesce, but instead these places feel more like a prison and that you're being punished. They don't know what they're doing and how they can help so they just gave up.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I am in mental hospital for 3 weeks already and I am in constant state of terror. Suicide thoughts 24h/day, anxiety goes through the roof, crawlings over my skin. No medication helps. I feel only despair and fear. I need to get out from here and CTB. I cannot take it any longer.
Gosh I'm sorry, that sounds like a nightmare :(
 

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