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kinderbueno
Waiting at the bus stop
- Jun 22, 2024
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I keep on getting angry very quickly at people. I try to remain calm but this stupid fucking brain of mine decided to make my life harder for me and now I just take it out onto other people by getting angry and either arguing or shouting or saying hurtful things to them, even though I know it's wrong. It's like I just act on impulse...I don't think about my actions anymore I hurt people even though I don't mean to and I don't want to. I feel as if I don't have a mind of my own I just do things randomly, I've lost control of myself and I feel so guilty about it. I only vent to one person and I feel like I'm just being a burden because I only vent to him because he's the only person (apart from my ex, who's blocked me) who I can talk to about my personal issues and I just hate it so much I wanna stop being a burden to people. He's always so understanding and takes time to properly listen to me vent and cry, but I feel so goddamn guilty for venting to him
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