I'm high as hell and don't want to die for once!

[Squiddy]

I'll probably want to die in a few hours, but right now, I feel amazing. I want to live and experience life. Oh and DK summit in Mario Kart wii is the best ost in that game. Also, I see beautiful 2D objects and colors in my peripheral vision. Life is wonderful right now. That is all lol.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Hahaha brilliant. Unfortunately, by the time you read this you will have come down, so

 

[SipSop]

Sounds good man.

 

[Squiddy]

Hahaha brilliant. Unfortunately, by the time you read this you will have come down, so

I'm back down to Earth. Suicidal thoughts slowly creeping back

 

[Life_and_Death]

I see beautiful 2D objects and colors in my peripheral vision.

may i ask what you were on? at first i thought it was weed but now im not so sure

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Ah well, welcome back

 

[Sensei]

I'm not sure what the proper response to this is. Congratulations?

 

[Squiddy]

may i ask what you were on? at first i thought it was weed but now im not so sure

It was weed. An edible to be exact. Remember that weed is a mild psychedelic

I'm not sure what the proper response to this is. Congratulations?

lol thanks

 

[Life_and_Death]

It was weed. An edible to be exact. Remember that weed is a mild psychedelic

i know that, weed doesnt exactly get along with me but meh. i just never saw shapes or colors so i wasnt sure if it was just the reaction you were having to it or if it was something else. do you know what strain it was, sounds like its something worth trying.

 

[Squiddy]

i know that, weed doesnt exactly get along with me but meh. i just never saw shapes or colors so i wasnt sure if it was just the reaction you were having to it or if it was something else. do you know what strain it was, sounds like its something worth trying.

I gotta ask my friend, but I think it was blue dream or something like that

 

[Life_and_Death]

I gotta ask my friend, but I think it was blue dream or something like that

i hope it is. its a sativa dom. i "Cant" have indica. well i can but only before bed. i slept for a week because i forgot what i was smoking so every time i woke up id have another puff and go back to sleep lol

 

[Squiddy]

i hope it is. its a sativa dom. i "Cant" have indica. well i can but only before bed. i slept for a week because i forgot what i was smoking so every time i woke up id have another puff and go back to sleep lol

I did feel a little euphoric. It was nice going in and out of different dimensions :) I slept 6 more hours and woke up in a ctb mood so there goes my happy mood. I hope I can get high again soon

 

[degeneratewaste]

haha I wish I saw pretty colours after a large amount of weed. I understand this though, I use weed for copemaxxing. puts me in a way more manageable mood.

 

[Squiddy]

haha I wish I saw pretty colours after a large amount of weed. I understand this though, I use weed for copemaxxing. puts me in a way more manageable mood.

It's truly an amazing plant isn't it? It shouldn't be illegal at all. This plant could save lives

 

[LittleJem]

It's truly an amazing plant isn't it? It shouldn't be illegal at all. This plant could save lives

New Zealand gonna legalize it soon. New Zealand is a sensible country!!!! I don't live there. But still.

I hope you can get more soon - it is so helpful. It has kept me functional for years. Do check out my post about Syrian Rue seeds if you want something that gets you a big high that takes down depression, worth a look (though not safe with meds...). My seeds arrive tomorrow!!!!

 

[Squiddy]

New Zealand gonna legalize it soon. New Zealand is a sensible country!!!! I don't live there. But still.

I hope you can get more soon - it is so helpful. It has kept me functional for years. Do check out my post about Syrian Rue seeds if you want something that gets you a big high that takes down depression, worth a look (though not safe with meds...). My seeds arrive tomorrow!!!!

Oh I have one and a half brownies left, but will probably have to wait at least 6 days to do it again due to tolerance

 

[LittleJem]

Oh I have one and a half brownies left, but will probably have to wait at least 6 days to do it again due to tolerance

I have used it every day for soo long. I have the occasional tolerance break, but for example, in Morocco where I went last year, they told me that their weed was really strong, and it didn't do much for me! Now only some strains work for me at all. I am so agitated and depressed without it, that I rely on it generally speaking.

 

[Squiddy]

I have used it every day for soo long. I have the occasional tolerance break, but for example, in Morocco where I went last year, they told me that their weed was really strong, and it didn't do much for me! Now only some strains work for me at all. I am so agitated and depressed without it, that I rely on it generally speaking.

I would rely on it, but I don't have it all the time which sucks. If I could have it all the time, it'd make life worth living a bit

 

[LittleJem]

I would rely on it, but I don't have it all the time which sucks. If I could have it all the time, it'd make life worth living a bit

I can't imagine being without it - I know I am lucky to be able to get it and afford it. Have you tried shrooms and microdosing in case it helps you? Definitely look up the Syrian Rue tea too - I think it is relatively cheap and easy to get.
Weed has given me so many of my happiest days - it makes me happier, more fluent, easier around people, more relaxed. It also healed me a lot in many ways - I mean I am still a mess without it, but I have learned a lot from it. It also made me trip my tits off (if you pardon my French) for many years. Think seeing pyramids while doing photocopying, but talking like you are still normal...
Squiddy, maybe you should grow a plant or two!

 

[grungeCat]

Good weed isn't bad! I wish I had weed... Well, I wish you more fun then! Enjoy your stuff!

 

[dec132013]

Is it legal where you live? Perhaps weed (or another med with similar effects) is the boost you need to recover. Obviously don't go overboard, but theres no shame in needing meds

 

[Xocoyotziin]

Belated hell yeah
I'm trying to stay sober and so far my mood swings have been ridiculous
I'm jelly. I'd do just about anything for a line of K right now.

@LittleJem
Syrian rue is pretty good as an antidepressant and mild psychedelic-ish substance but anyone who's on antidepressants needs to be ultra careful, meaning not take it, because fatal interactions can occur. Just putting it out there. Edited: oh shit you already said that. Sorry.

 

[Jumper Geo]

I'm back down to Earth. Suicidal thoughts slowly creeping back

 

[Squiddy]

I can't imagine being without it - I know I am lucky to be able to get it and afford it. Have you tried shrooms and microdosing in case it helps you? Definitely look up the Syrian Rue tea too - I think it is relatively cheap and easy to get.
Weed has given me so many of my happiest days - it makes me happier, more fluent, easier around people, more relaxed. It also healed me a lot in many ways - I mean I am still a mess without it, but I have learned a lot from it. It also made me trip my tits off (if you pardon my French) for many years. Think seeing pyramids while doing photocopying, but talking like you are still normal...
Squiddy, maybe you should grow a plant or two!

I would grow a plant, but it's only decriminalized here and I don't think my grandma or mom would approve of it

Good weed isn't bad! I wish I had weed... Well, I wish you more fun then! Enjoy your stuff!

Thanks, I still have one and a half left so I'm trying again in 6 days

Is it legal where you live? Perhaps weed (or another med with similar effects) is the boost you need to recover. Obviously don't go overboard, but theres no shame in needing meds

Only decriminalized and my parents and grandma wouldn't approve if I were to bring it into the house (just getting edibles in was a pain)

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Lol I wish I wasn't

 

[GravityUtilizer]

Yeah tbh the odd alcoholic binge here and there is all that's keeping me alive right now.

 

[Squiddy]

Yeah tbh the odd alcoholic binge here and there is all that's keeping me alive right now.

I wish I could smoke all the time

 

[GravityUtilizer]

I wish I could smoke all the time

Yeah I wish I had more money to drink more.

 

[Squiddy]

Yeah I wish I had more money to drink more.

If I could smoke all the time, life would be a little more bearable.

 

[GravityUtilizer]

If I could smoke all the time, life would be a little more bearable.

But alas one has to suffer the lows to appreciate the highs.

 

[Squiddy]

But alas one has to suffer the lows to appreciate the highs.

Yup unfortunately. It was one of the best highs of my life