Oogie
always
- Jun 30, 2022
- 18
i know it probably won't kill me. they're psych meds. is it bad that i just want someone to care. i want to do damage to myself, i just am crying out for help. i feel like my boyfriend especially doesnt take me seriously.
is this bad? i know its bad.. but is it normal to think this way?
not 100% whether i wanna ctb. i'm too much of a pussy to do hanging and dont have money or access to many alternatives (SN because I live in the UK, other drugs etc)
i think the more i plan the less sense it makes. so i have no plan really. i'm just gonna wait until i get an impulse and do it. late at night.
is this bad? i know its bad.. but is it normal to think this way?
not 100% whether i wanna ctb. i'm too much of a pussy to do hanging and dont have money or access to many alternatives (SN because I live in the UK, other drugs etc)
i think the more i plan the less sense it makes. so i have no plan really. i'm just gonna wait until i get an impulse and do it. late at night.
Last edited: