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vitaminerals

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Sep 4, 2018
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I plan on jumping this weekend. I have a lot of preparation to take care of because I'm a bit of a perfectionist and I originally planned for my jump date to be Jan.1 but looks like I'll have to buy a plane ticket tonight to get to the location. I'm throwing away a very very good life, and that confuses people. If I could give all of this support and good things I have to somebody that needed it, I would. I'm just a selfish person I guess. I was holding onto threads by staying here, and it is time to let go.

My biggest fear is that I will have spent all this money on a plane ticket and then I won't be able to jump. Please wish me luck, I will regret it if I don't jump when I have the chance.
 
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Wantingpeace

Wantingpeace

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Aug 16, 2018
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Wish you much peace
 
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Paulsmith

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Aug 8, 2018
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Good luck
 
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Smilla

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Apr 30, 2018
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Bon voyage!
 
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Brokenanddeadinside

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Aug 8, 2018
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I hope you find peace.
 
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FadedMemory

FadedMemory

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Aug 5, 2018
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Good luck, I wish you off to a better place!
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

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Aug 5, 2018
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Good luck, jumping is hard.
 
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borntooslow

borntooslow

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Jun 29, 2018
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Good luck
 
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nzdarkshark

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The Loved Mistake
Sep 4, 2018
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I wish you luck - hope everything goes according to plan <3
 
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Aug 29, 2018
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Good luck!
you'll die one minute before you hit the ground/water, when you let go of everything and stand on the edge
 
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scorpiooo2

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Aug 23, 2019
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Wherever you are now. I hope you found peace
 
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