Im going to do it tonight

[parnassius_mnemosyn]

I always thought my suicide would be elaborate and that I would travel for it. But I feel so awful tonight, I really can't keep going. I don't have the energy to even step outside, so I will do it in my bed. I tried calling the suicide hotline but it was occupied and they immediately hung up. I texted some people that I love them and nobody reacted. I don't have anything to say and I am not leaving a note. It's very spontaneous, I just want to be gone. I hope everyone reading this somehow finds another solution than death, that you will find something to keep living for. Goodbye birds, goodbye plants, goobye beautiful sky! I will miss you

 

[houseofleaves]

wait, it seems to me that you are acting a bit impulsive - i'm not pro-life but please think if death is actually what you want right now. imho you need a hug :(

 

[itsgone2]

I'm so sorry you feel this way. Very difficult to do, just in a bed. What will you do?

 

[parnassius_mnemosyn]

I'm so sorry you feel this way. Very difficult to do, just in a bed. What will you do?

I bought some SN last year

 

[dai153207]

Hey please if u wanna talk to someone before attempting I'm happy to be that person, u should probably think it through first and discuss whatever method you're using

 

[parnassius_mnemosyn]

wait, it seems to me that you are acting a bit impulsive - i'm not pro-life but please think if death is actually what you want right now. imho you need a hug :(

Thank you! :) there are no available hugs at the moment unfortunately... I probably am a bit impulsive right now, but I feel like everything just leads back to this, and things have just been getting worse and worse and I am scared of how bad it can get. But you seem very kind, I wish you the best, I am sorry you are on this site

Hey please if u wanna talk to someone before attempting I'm happy to be that person, u should probably think it through first and discuss whatever method you're using

Thank you very much! ♡ To be honest I am not quite sure what to talk abouT, but I really appreciate the offer.... I mixed SN into water and I am going to drink it

 

[geepeedee]

hope you find your peace.

 

[itsgone2]

I bought some SN last year

I'm jealous then. Perhaps I should break down and buy it. I wish I could join you tonight.
I wish you peace in whatever you decide

 

[dai153207]

Thank you! :) there are no available hugs at the moment unfortunately... I probably am a bit impulsive right now, but I feel like everything just leads back to this, and things have just been getting worse and worse and I am scared of how bad it can get. But you seem very kind, I wish you the best, I am sorry you are on this site

Thank you very much! ♡ To be honest I am not quite sure what to talk abouT, but I really appreciate the offer.... I mixed SN into water and I am going to drink it

No matter what you decide to do i wish you the best and i wish you to find the peace you're looking for