Backwoodsqueer
Member
- May 27, 2019
- 57
The hardest thing for me right now is the realization that I'm never going to find a life partner. No one is going to be up for dealing with my physical disabilities and mental bullshit. No one is going to be attracted to a disabled fat tranny. Every time someone out of my league hits on me and then ghosts me, it discourages me even more. I really need to disconnect from that and stop getting my hopes up. I don't deserve a partner anyway. I don't deserve to be loved because I don't know how to love myself. Yet I have so much love to give someone else that is just going to get wasted. It's sad, but it's the truth. I'm going to die alone. May as well get it over with, right?