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paroxysm

paroxysm

I Felt Nothing
Sep 17, 2023
117
i need to CTB soon and i don't have many options. i really need to die but getting a gun or buying poison is out of the question. i was thinking that i could buy a bunch of pills and slit my wrist. if that won't work i could do hanging but i don't even have a belt to use. i could also do suffocation with a plastic bag.
 
Amyend88

Amyend88

A&E
Oct 22, 2023
167
I wouldn't advise prescription pills and slitting wrists, cause they're both very low rates of success.
 
paroxysm

paroxysm

I Felt Nothing
Sep 17, 2023
117
I wouldn't advise prescription pills and slitting wrists, cause they're both very low rates of success.
what would be better instead? with how things are going i am willing to beat the odds.
 
Amyend88

Amyend88

A&E
Oct 22, 2023
167
Well, hanging is definitely the most successful of those options. Full hanging is more successful than partial. Plastic bag is hard to beat SI without a lot of strong sedatives.
 
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paroxysm

paroxysm

I Felt Nothing
Sep 17, 2023
117
Well, hanging is definitely the most successful of those options. Full hanging is more successful than partial. Plastic bag is hard to beat SI without a lot of strong sedatives.
damn i don't have any rope or belts to hang myself with. i will sadly have to take the painful options then.
 
Amyend88

Amyend88

A&E
Oct 22, 2023
167
If you're unable to purchase a decent rope, then yes, I don't advise the method. I wouldn't rush into any method, take your time to figure out what makes sense to you.
 
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dizzdesi

dizzdesi

Member
Oct 13, 2023
98
You could jump, that's very accessible and you can do it on a whim. but it needs to be VERY high up in order for you to not feel anything. They also suggest you aim with your head first. I think there's a thread on here that'll tell you the basics so you don't flub it
 
90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
You could jump, that's very accessible and you can do it on a whim. but it needs to be VERY high up
i've seen people on here advise at least 15 stories high, and landing on concrete, for jumping to be reliable
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,343
I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering, I hate how it's so difficult to die, it's cruel how we cannot just easily leave in peace.
 

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