Venting Im getting closer to cbt i feel

[endoftheroad45]

I am isolated. Work will notice when I ctb. My mental health is gone. I havent eaten in 5 days. I havent slept for 2. I will ctb either by hanging or crashing my car into a tree. I have a planned date. But probably wont make it to then, I feel it will be impulsive. I dont mind that. I will not be discovered. I will not be missed.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[unluckysadness]

Crashing your car is risky because you may survive as a vegetable.
I wish you peace wathever you decide