i'm fucked tired of everything

[Akerblad]

well, i'm too lazy to write in english more than few words, please use google translate
bien ¿alguna vez te haz sentido sin energia, sin ganas de hacer algo, como si estuvieras atado a tu cama? a mi me pasa constantemente, en realidad siento un gran desencanto y desgaste por vivir, sencillamente nada en esta vida me atrae, he dejado casi todo lo que hacia, de igual forma ¿de que sirve? nunca he recibido ayuda seria, necesito ayuda, necesito medicacion, necesito terapia pero despues de mucho luchar simplemente me di cuenta que era imposible, y es que simplemente ya no puedo hacer nada, siempre me siento sin energia, por lo que cuando decido hacer algo simplemente lo hago de forma torpe, estoy cansado de que para las actividades mas faciles y cotidianas tenga que dar un 120% de mi, harto de la incapacidad para concentrarme, ni siquiera de salir, y es que encima si lograra conseguir ayuda ¿y eso que? puedo mejorar mi condicion, pero mejorar personalmente no hara que este mundo de mierda este mejor, nada va a cambiar haga lo que haga, todo seguira llendo en un espiral de destruccion y muerte donde al final no importa mas que lo que tengas guardado en el banco, sencillamente estoy cansado del mundo, de la humanidad y de la vida misma, y aun asi soy un cobarde para quitarme la vida, no es como que no lo desee, pero no soy capaz

 

[ClairyFairy]

Well, have you ever felt without energy, without wanting to do something, as if you were tied to your bed? It happens to me constantly, in reality I feel a great disappointment and wear and tear to live, simply nothing in this life attracts me, I have left almost everything I did, in the same way, what is the use? I have never received serious help, I need help, I need medication, I need therapy but after a lot of fighting I just realized that it was impossible, and I just can't do anything anymore, I always feel without energy, so when I decide to do something I just do it clumsily, I'm tired of having to give 120% of myself for the easier and more everyday activities, sick of the inability to concentrate, not even going out, and on top of that, if I could get help, what about that? I can improve my condition, but improving personally will not make this shitty world better, nothing will change whatever I do, everything will continue to go in a spiral of destruction and death where in the end it does not matter more than what you have stored in it bank, I am simply tired of the world, of humanity and of life itself, and even so I am a coward to take my life, it is not like I do not want it, but I am not capable
Translation ^^
I'm sorry you feel so bad. What's stopping you seeking professional help?

 

[NOPAIN]

well, i'm too lazy to write in english more than few words, please use google translate
bien ¿alguna vez te haz sentido sin energia, sin ganas de hacer algo, como si estuvieras atado a tu cama? a mi me pasa constantemente, en realidad siento un gran desencanto y desgaste por vivir, sencillamente nada en esta vida me atrae, he dejado casi todo lo que hacia, de igual forma ¿de que sirve? nunca he recibido ayuda seria, necesito ayuda, necesito medicacion, necesito terapia pero despues de mucho luchar simplemente me di cuenta que era imposible, y es que simplemente ya no puedo hacer nada, siempre me siento sin energia, por lo que cuando decido hacer algo simplemente lo hago de forma torpe, estoy cansado de que para las actividades mas faciles y cotidianas tenga que dar un 120% de mi, harto de la incapacidad para concentrarme, ni siquiera de salir, y es que encima si lograra conseguir ayuda ¿y eso que? puedo mejorar mi condicion, pero mejorar personalmente no hara que este mundo de mierda este mejor, nada va a cambiar haga lo que haga, todo seguira llendo en un espiral de destruccion y muerte donde al final no importa mas que lo que tengas guardado en el banco, sencillamente estoy cansado del mundo, de la humanidad y de la vida misma, y aun asi soy un cobarde para quitarme la vida, no es como que no lo desee, pero no soy capaz

you have a major depression. I have heard that in some countries like the US , doctors prescribe ketamine for depressed people and They are treated immediately after the injection and they feel extremely better. I have seen so many reports about this and you can follow it. maybe it can solve your problem.

 

[LifeQuitter2018]

you have a major depression. I have heard that in some countries like the US , doctors prescribe ketamine for depressed people and They are treated immediately after the injection and they feel extremely better. I have seen so many reports about this and you can follow it. maybe it can solve your problem.

Ketamine is only for rich patients.

 

[logan]

You should definitely get help first to get out of this acute condition.

Then you can look in peace what helps you permanently.

 

[Akerblad]

And I'm. Not American

 

[Brayu]

You (and all of you) are people who no doubt would like to meet and help (and be helped)

But it seems that the world beyond destroying us prevents us from having empathy (and the only ones that could help a suicide: themselves, don't have as much energy for that). It seems like the biggest sin in the world is empathy, not being individualistic, and being loyal. But this is a sin I don't regret...

I feel embraced whenever I read your outbursts. A hug from Brazil to all

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering, I often have no energy and it is difficult to force myself to do tasks. I understand it is hard to carry on when everything seems hopeless. The way I see it, if there is a chance things could improve, I would look into it. I feel tired of this world too, existence is a nightmare, I mean we were all perfectly fine not existing until we were forced to live. I wish you the best, no matter what happens.