Discussion Im done, just really done.

[hellhound]

Im so tired, im so exhausted. There's nothing of worth anymore
Worthless world
Worthless me
Its too late for me i think
There's no going back
Im scared

 

[locked*n*loaded]

The words that stand out most for me in your post is I think, which denotes uncertainty, in this case to you, regarding whether it really is too late. I'd explore that a bit if I were you. I understand that things suck for you in whatever way(s) they do, but if you're still holding onto some hope, you're not at the "rock bottom" place of hopelessness and despair - yet. Only you know you, though, so I could be very wrong and reading something into your post which isn't really there.

 

[hellhound]

The words that stand out most for me in your post is I think, which denotes uncertainty, in this case to you, regarding whether it really is too late. I'd explore that a bit if I were you. I understand that things suck for you in whatever way(s) they do, but if you're still holding onto some hope, you're not at the "rock bottom" place of hopelessness and despair - yet. Only you know you, though, so I could be very wrong and reading something into your post which isn't really there.

Im so tired of roaming this place, where the faces feels like empty husks staring into the deepest sides of you.
I've been the observer for most of my life and it doesn't get better.
I've spent so many years on this planet, hoping somewhere for at some point for it to get better.
Im on a downwards slope into death.
Id rather cut it off now, I've overstayed my welcome long enough.

I know it doesn't get better, I've been there, I've seen it. It doesn't happen.
There's so way out of this. My last breath will be dedicated to screaming your name mother.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life really is so unnecessarily cruel and it's very much understandable wishing for peace from this hellish world as it's true that there is too much pain in existing and no relief from suffering and I certainly believe that existing will just get worse as time goes on as we are only destined to suffer more. I hope that you find the freedom you search for, I'm also tired of feeling trapped here, it's certainly a curse having the ability to exist.

 

[hellhound]

Life really is so unnecessarily cruel and it's very much understandable wishing for peace from this hellish world as it's true that there is too much pain in existing and no relief from suffering and I certainly believe that existing will just get worse as time goes on as we are only destined to suffer more. I hope that you find the freedom you search for, I'm also tired of feeling trapped here, it's certainly a curse having the ability to exist.

Tonight is hopefully my last, i will tell the moon and the stars about your kind words stranger