i'm doing it tonight.

[vkore]

i've considered all the methods, but hanging seems to be the best one for me. i already got the rope months ago, but i don't have a place to hang myself from in my apartment, but i came up with a place to do it where i won't get caught early. i have all the preparations. i've done so much specific research on this, so i CANNOT fail. soon, i'm going to order some nice food for my last meal, then afterwards go to the store get some drinks so i can do it while drunk. i have nothing left in my life anymore. i feel awful knowing i'm going to be hurting a lot of people, mostly family and maybe old friends. the years of suffering will finally be over. i wish the best for all of you. and i hope and pray everything will work out tonight and i'll finally be at peace. goodbye.