N
NoIdeaAtAll
Member
- Oct 13, 2020
- 19
I have prepared everything for tonight, clean out my room, prepare my note, charcoal, some pills and a little book. This is not the first time I've done it but hopefully it will be the last...
When I tried to CTB last time, I felt extremely sad and angry at everything and everyone, but today somehow it's different. Walking around my workplace and look at those Christmas decoration brings a tiny bit of sadness some where deep inside.
But what I am feeling the most now is hope and happy. Hope that my bus will come tonight and I am happy to be taken away...
When I tried to CTB last time, I felt extremely sad and angry at everything and everyone, but today somehow it's different. Walking around my workplace and look at those Christmas decoration brings a tiny bit of sadness some where deep inside.
But what I am feeling the most now is hope and happy. Hope that my bus will come tonight and I am happy to be taken away...