I’m CTB tonight, SN Method.

[theshadow618]

Hi guys. I will try to give updates. I'm doing the SN method. I'm really nervous and scared. But I'm ready.

 

[Meretlein]

I hope it goes smoothly. Good luck.

 

[Edrudd]

Good luck

 

[theshadow618]

thank you. i'm hoping also.

 

[EphemeralDream]

I am envy you. I hope it goes well. Best of luck!

 

[xb243]

Can you state your defined plan? and Good Luck!

 

[Boonks]

Hugs. We are with you, dear. Peace and love.

 

[theshadow618]

I will take
30 mg of Meto then 15 minutes later
800 mg of tagamet then 45 later
20 g of SN.

 

[Beyondajoke]

All the best, hope it goes well

 

[Boonks]

How much water did you use?

 

[theshadow618]

So you're supposed to use 100mL for 15 grams of SN. I will be using 125 mL of water for 20 grams of SN.

 

[pinkblanket55]

i hope its quick and painless for you.

 

[theshadow618]

I just took 30 grams of meto.

 

[Boonks]

Thank you for taking us with you on your journey.

 

[Edrudd]

Yes thank you

 

[theshadow618]

Just took 800mg of Tagamet. I'll be honest. I"m really scared.

 

[Roadkill]

please keep us updated

 

[xb243]

Do you feel any side effects from the meto? This is what im afraid of.

 

[Edrudd]

I think it's normal to be scared

 

[Meretlein]

Just took 800mg of Tagamet. I'll be honest. I"m really scared.

We won't judge you if you change your mind. Just take a deep breath, we are all here.

 

[Boonks]

There's nothing to be afraid of, dear. We're here, close to you, providing you with peace, love, and comfort. You should feel relaxed. You're just going to fall sleep and finally put an end to all this senseless suffering. Every little thing is going to be alright.

 

[theshadow618]

Thank you guys. I'm tearing up reading your support. I know this is what I want and must do. And no I don't feel any side effects at all from the meto. I've been fasting for over 24 hours.

 

[Boonks]

I'm jealous of you. Because I'm going to sleep too. And unlike you, I'm going to wake up to another day of agony.
Hugs. Everything is going to be okay. Soon we are all going to follow you. And eventually, this Earth will explode and the human race will be extinct. Everything will be nothing. Just like before we were born. Serenity.

 

[Meretlein]

Thank you guys. I'm tearing up reading your support. I know this is what I want and must do. And no I don't feel any side effects at all from the meto. I've been fasting for over 24 hours.

I knew someone who used SN on here, it went very smoothly and peacefully based on what they reported.

 

[theshadow618]

I just want to make it clear. When I drink the SN, I will probably stop replying. I want to make sure I 100% reset my phone. So if you don't see me online in the next couple days. That means I passed away. So there's only 3 possibilities for me
-drink SN & freak out & call police/ambulance
-throw up & fail
-successful pass away

 

[Jc40]

I hope you pass peacefully.

 

[pinkblanket55]

everyone of us will be terrified when our time comes. thankyou for updating. you are going with friends supporting you. what are you doing now while waiting for the drugs to kick in?

 

[theshadow618]

I'm listening to music. Going through my pictures. And I don't feel any side effects at all from the meto and tagamet. So in about 15-20 minutes, I will be drinking the SN.

 

[Boonks]

You should be haaaaappy! ❤
I'm jealous.

 

[pinkblanket55]

music is a good idea.