Samuel
Wise
- Apr 25, 2018
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Anyone else in the same boat? Being sober isnt so bad only because I'm on venlafaxine, a great drug. However it does not solve my problems. It only makes it easier to cope with them. I do not cope. I choose death.
I'm drinking right now. I feel at peace with my suicide at the moment.I drink alot at night and on weekends, it makes me feel better but it's not a solution. When I'm at work and sober I just feel miserable and completely disconnected.
Ha lolI do somewhat oxy and Xanax. I don't ever drink anymore, because it would make me want to call wife, I don't want to wake up the next morning with regrets.
Am drunk right now, I get anxiety from Cannabis although I used to smoke 100g of hash a month as a teenager.
Anxiety goes away if you keep smoking.Am drunk right now, I get anxiety from Cannabis although I used to smoke 100g of hash a month as a teenager.
Well I'm in a similar position to you. I'm on venlafaxine and olanzapine. I cope with meds and speed/md.Anyone else in the same boat? Being sober isnt so bad only because I'm on venlafaxine, a great drug. However it does not solve my problems. It only makes it easier to cope with them. I do not cope. I choose death.
I am sure it will, but I get more anxious than when I was a teenager back then it was just kind of a buzzing feeling in my muscles now it feels like straight up anxiety it sucks!Anxiety goes away if you keep smoking.
Olanzapine... Hmm I have some too!!Well I'm in a similar position to you. I'm on venlafaxine and olanzapine. I cope with meds and speed/md.
They prescribed me during my psychosis episodeOlanzapine... Hmm I have some too!!
yes antidepressants alone don't supress my suicidal thoughts, regardless of whether it's an SSRI or SNRI. I guess my head is too fucked. Also need an antipsychotic to get any sleep whatsoever.Olanzapine... Hmm I have some too!!
This is a tough question to ask, but why are you suicidal?yes antidepressants alone don't supress my suicidal thoughts, regardless of whether it's an SSRI or SNRI. I guess my head is too fucked. Also need an antipsychotic to get any sleep whatsoever.
because I don't enjoy anything. I've spent all my adult life at university and I'm fed up of it. Can't imagine having fun doing anything in the future. Also I have body dysmorphic disorder. Also, suicide solves all problems (in my opinion).This is a tough question to ask, but why are you suicidal?
BDD can go away.because I don't enjoy anything. I've spent all my adult life at university and I'm fed up of it. Can't imagine having fun doing anything in the future. Also I have body dysmorphic disorder. Also, suicide solves all problems (in my opinion).