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Iwtbm1
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- Jul 20, 2024
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it's my first thread here
I've always considered ending my life because I have so much mental problems and zero self esteem that is worsen and I had few maniac episodes due to bipolar.
i live very far away from family or friends and it make it worse but it will be the same if i went back plus learning disabilities. even though i managed to have master degree because i stayed my whole life studying to avoid interaction , im fucked up in the head
im now considering jumping off a rooftop but when i have fear that i will chicken out and not do it, and that will make me in trouble ..
i am looking for suggestions about legal substances (maybe psycadelics or types of pot
or to take so i can be calm and not fear the jump ..
250' is enough to end it all
please help me
I want answers ...
can you help me with info about this method or posts here talking about it , because i cant use search option now
I've always considered ending my life because I have so much mental problems and zero self esteem that is worsen and I had few maniac episodes due to bipolar.
i live very far away from family or friends and it make it worse but it will be the same if i went back plus learning disabilities. even though i managed to have master degree because i stayed my whole life studying to avoid interaction , im fucked up in the head
im now considering jumping off a rooftop but when i have fear that i will chicken out and not do it, and that will make me in trouble ..
i am looking for suggestions about legal substances (maybe psycadelics or types of pot
or to take so i can be calm and not fear the jump ..
250' is enough to end it all
please help me
I want answers ...
can you help me with info about this method or posts here talking about it , because i cant use search option now
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