BitterlyAlive
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- Apr 8, 2020
- 1,635
I feel like I'm losing my mind. Part of my issue is looking at conspiracy theories...I can't stop. They sound plausible enough because this world is so shitty and crazy as is. That coupled with insomnia just ain't doing me any favors.
I tried to go outside today because I just stay inside and stay in bed all day. Figured it would be good to go outdoors. I felt so sick and nervous being around people. I still feel dizzy and nauseous.
Honestly, if I keep declining... I'm probably going to be forced into a hospital. I'm really scared.
I tried to go outside today because I just stay inside and stay in bed all day. Figured it would be good to go outdoors. I felt so sick and nervous being around people. I still feel dizzy and nauseous.
Honestly, if I keep declining... I'm probably going to be forced into a hospital. I'm really scared.