TheHatedOne
Death is salvation
- Sep 26, 2021
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I have decided to lie to myself to gather courage to make the final move (can't say quite what this lie consists of though since it's a bit personal). However, not only do I still have doubts regarding my courage, but I think I'm starting to believe the lie I keep telling myself. I'm starting to believe that I will actually meet that person that was dear to me after I die. I feel like a hypocrite bcecause I judged delusional people a lot throughout my life, yet here I am. I don't know, I try to think that the nothingness theory is the most likely to happen, but I can't help it anymore.