I can see where you are coming from wolf girl. Honestly though, I used to resent many people but as time goes on I've learned that everyone including myself is deeply flawed but some are better at hiding than others.
This makes it hard for me to resent others because I've come to the conclusion that none of us are even close to "perfect" so how can I hate those who have as little control of their meaningless lives than I do?
Suarez some go about their existences spreading more hate and vitriol than others and tear everyone down to their level because misery loves company but you have to notice such and avoid taking part in collective hatred.
It's really difficult to manage such because as humans are social creatures and it goes against our DNA but contempt of others leads to hate and hate can rule your life.
I've realized that we are all alone in this world and that this reality we've created for ourselves led to this.
I personally want no part in any of it anymore, I just want to be free. And if the only way to achieve freedom is to CTB so be it.