Venting im back

[Pony]

i managed to stop thinking about suicide for almost an entire year thanks to my boyfriend but hes gone now and im starting to lose control again. ive been cutting and i tried to ctb with benzos and alcohol even though i know its hard to make that work, i tried a partial hanging with a belt too but the nail holding it to the wall came out so no luck. anyone know any good jumping spots in northern Ireland?

 

[woknows]

Why do you not wait a bit and get someone else and be happy again? Breakups are hurtful, but there are other people who you can connect to.

 

[Pony]

Why do you not wait a bit and get someone else and be happy again? Breakups are hurtful, but there are other people who you can connect to.

the guy i was with didnt even actually like me and hes the only person ive ever dated so I doubt ill find someone who does like me

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

Seems like an actual good and loving romantic relationship is as close as you can get to an antidepressant that actually works. Never tried it myself, tho.