I’m back

[vanilladust]

I thought things would get better, I really did. Was I wrong for thinking so? I'm back in my room shaking, anxious, and depressed. I'm hoping to get enough money for Christmas to do my plan. I've had enough, I feel so alone.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's certainly so dreadful how people have to suffer so much in this existence but anyway I wish you the best, I understand why you'd just want to be gone.

 

[Rational man]

Im sorry to hear you are suffering.

 

[vanilladust]

It's certainly so dreadful how people have to suffer so much in this existence but anyway I wish you the best, I understand why you'd just want to be gone.

Life honestly feels like a joke to me tbh, one second its fine then everything falls apart.

Im sorry to hear you are suffering.

It really sucks to get ur hopes up for a second

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry you feel so lonely and you're suffering so much.

 

[Kit1]

I am so sorry that you are suffering so much.

 

[SVEN]

I'd never believe anyone was "wrong" for hoping circumstances may improve. Best wishes.

 

[flowers in the mist]

I'm sorry to hear you feel that way, if you ever want to talk, feel free to reach out!

I have a similar feeling, things were somewhat going "good" until now where I'm at a point I haven't been for a few years.
It really sucks feelings things get gradually better to just go back to the bottom again.