I’m back..

[nihilism44]

I'm back (unfortunately). I'm not sure how long it's been since I've last posted. Probably a year or so.
I was gone for a while due to my depression and suicidal ideation going away almost completely. It was wonderful. As you can tell since I'm here, I've gotten bad again.
Catching up on everything that has happened with IC is horrible. I am so upset that I didn't order last year like I planned to… I feel like I missed my opportunity…
It seems like SN is becoming less and less accessible, is this correct? Is it going to become as inaccessible as N? I'm so upset.

 

[MrDarkness]

Idk why people want sn so badly, maybe I'm poor, but hanging seems so much more easy, sure it isn't that peaceful, but passing out doesn't sound that bad, anyway, congrats on staying alive

 

[liljeep]

Welcome back. I'm pretty new... nice to see you for the first time anyways. I don't really know about sourcing SN, but I'm sure there's other methods that are easier to attain the supplies if any for, if you need to.

 

[FuneralCry]

What has happened to SN is just a consequence of existing in this society where there is a lack of acceptance towards the right to die, to me it's certainly so inhumane how suicide is made as difficult as possible for people, the problem is that other people wish to force us to suffer until we inevitably die anyway.

 

[MiraiShisen]

Idk why people want sn so badly, maybe I'm poor, but hanging seems so much more easy, sure it isn't that peaceful, but passing out doesn't sound that bad, anyway, congrats on staying alive

yeah same thinking, you can even hyperventilate before and try to minimalize SI as possible