I'm back to trying to recover

[ThePollinator]

I had a moment of clarity from a fellow SaSu member's kind words, and I realized that I still have some hope in my life. I know it's nearly impossible for me to have a good life now, but I have to try. If things fuck up even more in the next few years, I'll reconsider things, but for now, I am looking for places to help me. I would have to go across the country for any treatment, so I'm looking for facilities and intensive outpatient programs around the country. I'm scared because all of my inpatient stays before have just caused me further trauma, but I know I can't fight this battle alone.

 

[NormallyNeurotic]

Do you have anyone on your side to advocate for you if inpatient ends up going south? If you sign yourself up, it's unlikely to happen, but still.

 

[ThePollinator]

Do you have anyone on your side to advocate for you if inpatient ends up going south? If you sign yourself up, it's unlikely to happen, but still.

I still live with my parents, and they'd be by my side physically, but they didn't advocate for me last time. I would have no one to advocate for me since I'd be in a new city for treatment and wouldn't know anyone. I just need to hope for the best this time around.

 

[NormallyNeurotic]

I still live with my parents, and they'd be by my side physically, but they didn't advocate for me last time. I would have no one to advocate for me since I'd be in a new city for treatment and wouldn't know anyone. I just need to hope for the best this time around.

Good luck!