Help I'm back and i have questions : any botanist and/or pharmacologist/doctor here please ?

[illAF]

So, I'm back. I've been out of this site AND the hospital for months now, I tried my best but I just can't go on. I'm just too ill, for two many years. I want to take advantage of the fact that I'm still a bit functional for now to try again to commit.

I tried several times to hang myself or to jump, SI just wouldn't let me do it, no matter how desesperate I was (And I was very very very desesperate). So I'm now looking for other methods :

- Is there any biologist/botanist that could help me with plants ? I know several european plants are highly toxic. But we dont here much about that as suicide method. Why is that so ? Because extremely painful ? Does anyone know about a plant that could kill me rapidly ?

- I know OD's are rarely successful, I know. But I still heard of successful case. I have many different pills at home. And alcohol. Anyone could tell me if the combinaison of all my meds could be fatal if i tell you the list ?

Thanks in advance community


xxxxxx

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm not a doctor/biologist but poisonous plants in Europe: yew (taxine), digitalis purpurae (digitoxine), green death cap mushroom (leads to liver failure), hemlock. All this is usually a painful and slow death besides the fact that without explicit testing you never know how much actual poison is in the plant. (Sources: Wikipedia)

Regarding OD with meds there are only a few meds besides opioids/morphine that are known and tested (see PPeH):

Amitriptyline guide

Translation from German "Selbstbestimmt Sterben - Handreichung für einen rationalen Suizid (German Edition) Jessica Düber Amitriptyline guide "Tricyclic antidepressants General info Tricyclic antidepressants are psychotropic drugs with a general mood-lifting...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

Chloroquine guide

Translation from German "Selbstbestimmt Sterben - Handreichung für einen rationalen Suizid (German Edition) Jessica Düber Chloroquine "General info Chloroquine is a drug used for the treatment and prophylaxis of malaria and for the treatment of rheumatic diseases. Cause of death in case of...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

Hypothermia & Diphenhydramine(chloride) method

Translation from the German book "Selbstbestimmtes Sterben. Sanfter Tod bei klarem Geist" Victor Niculescu Hypothermia & Diphenhydramine(chloride) "The lethal dose of Diphenhydramine(chloride) is 50mg per kg body weight. also required: Zopiclon 20 tablets Bromazepam or Triazolam 30-50...

sanctioned-suicide.net

fentanyl info

can someone link me a fent guide rq

sanctioned-suicide.net

Otherwise check LD50 data for your meds which means that 50% of experimental animals died to estimate whether it's possible to OD on that med or not.

This is for information purposes.

 

[illAF]

I'm not a doctor/biologist but poisonous plants in Europe: yew (taxine), digitalis purpurae (digitoxine), green death cap mushroom (leads to liver failure), hemlock. All this is usually a painful and slow death besides the fact that without explicit testing you never know how much actual poison is in the plant. (Sources: Wikipedia)

Regarding OD with meds there are only a few meds besides opioids/morphine that are known and tested (see PPeH):

Amitriptyline guide

Translation from German "Selbstbestimmt Sterben - Handreichung für einen rationalen Suizid (German Edition) Jessica Düber Amitriptyline guide "Tricyclic antidepressants General info Tricyclic antidepressants are psychotropic drugs with a general mood-lifting...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

Chloroquine guide

Translation from German "Selbstbestimmt Sterben - Handreichung für einen rationalen Suizid (German Edition) Jessica Düber Chloroquine "General info Chloroquine is a drug used for the treatment and prophylaxis of malaria and for the treatment of rheumatic diseases. Cause of death in case of...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

Hypothermia & Diphenhydramine(chloride) method

Translation from the German book "Selbstbestimmtes Sterben. Sanfter Tod bei klarem Geist" Victor Niculescu Hypothermia & Diphenhydramine(chloride) "The lethal dose of Diphenhydramine(chloride) is 50mg per kg body weight. also required: Zopiclon 20 tablets Bromazepam or Triazolam 30-50...

sanctioned-suicide.net

fentanyl info

can someone link me a fent guide rq

sanctioned-suicide.net

Otherwise check LD50 data for your meds which means that 50% of experimental animals died to estimate whether it's possible to OD on that med or not.

This is for information purposes.

Thank you for your answer. I was hoping to find a plant that could give a quick death, if not painless. I guess it's only in movies. I heard that oleander could be quite peaceful but as I search on the internet, I find everything and its contrary...

As for the meds, I know about the PPh, thanks. I was hoping that maybe a good cocktail mixed with alcohol and somewhere where nobody would find me for days could work... But it's very difficult to find any infos on the interaction and their lethality on the clear web...

I am, again, lost.

 

[hiAbbey]

Thank you for your answer. I was hoping to find a plant that could give a quick death, if not painless. I guess it's only in movies. I heard that oleander could be quite peaceful but as I search on the internet, I find everything and its contrary...

As for the meds, I know about the PPh, thanks. I was hoping that maybe a good cocktail mixed with alcohol and somewhere where nobody would find me for days could work... But it's very difficult to find any infos on the interaction and their lethality on the clear web...

I am, again, lost.

Have you seen the tv show "You"? (Spoiler Alert— not that it matters, really—) The main character and his wife, whose name is Love, blergh, poison each other with Foxglove— which Love grows in her garden. Joe is successful in poisoning his wife, but he has the antidote for it, I think— not important! Anyway, probably not realistic but it shows how he distills the plant to extract the most poison from it. You can buy a distiller on Amazon for about $90, and grow your own plants in your garden :). I was thinking of doing this as I have a book about poisonous plants that seems hopeful. I lost it, but ordering another one plus the distiller. I'll tell my dad I'm making whiskey— which is another use for the distiller! Anyway , it seems like the most natural way to go, even if it is slow. I will add benzos, anticonvulsants, antiemetic, And sleeping pills To make more potent. Adding Amidirone (sp?) speeds the process . May peace surround you