Alyatl
borderline and buyin time
- Apr 14, 2020
- 39
Hellooo it's been a long time. Life was actually really good for a while, so much so that I actually no longer fit the BPD diagnosis criterion and got my bachelors with honours. Supposed to go to law school n shit now but these past few days I've woken up not only feeling as low as I used to but somehow worse and I can't figure out why.
I'm almost mad that I'm back, I'm happy because this place makes me feel way less alone but I thought I was done with it I thought I finally had it all figured out yet now I feel like I'm closer to ctb'ing than ever. I feel so fucking empty I'm devastated at all the progress I've lost.
Just needed to vent and to say hello :(
I'm almost mad that I'm back, I'm happy because this place makes me feel way less alone but I thought I was done with it I thought I finally had it all figured out yet now I feel like I'm closer to ctb'ing than ever. I feel so fucking empty I'm devastated at all the progress I've lost.
Just needed to vent and to say hello :(