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madbananas
Wizard
- Apr 29, 2020
- 620
Wanting to kill myself but "getting on with life" has now landed me stuck with responsibilities. I do have my material now though. Feeling horrendous. So low and being around people now just makes it more obvious that I'm an outsider. Tried all the formal "support" and help again (Cognitive behavioural therapy) yet it's basically just highlighting how hopeless I am and how I'm unable to adapt to become a "normal" human after repeated trauma. How I'm such a nuisance and burden for needing reassurance that people don't hate me. Life is truly poo for me. I want to live a happy life but that is never going to happen for me.