willitpass
Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
- Mar 10, 2020
- 2,715
i don't know what to do anymore. i've done everything to get better and i've done everything to get worse. i have it all right now. i have a good job that i just got promoted at, i have a long term relationship, i have friends, i'm doing well in my schooling. yet i still relapsed. i just had therapy and i faked the whole thing because i can't bother to talk about it anymore. what's the point? i've done all of the therapy there is, that's why i left this site for so long because i was literally in a facility for 9 months and i was doing so well. i don't know what to do anymore. it all feels so futile. if i try something and i survive yet again, i'll be sent to another long term facility, my life is meaningless. i am in a cycle of mental illness and it's all going to continue until the day i die