I'm afraid to do it now

[No One]

I'm afraid to do it right now. I just can't believe it will be my last time alive. I don't know I've the pills and I'm all alone and it take only 10 minutes to start working. I'm afraid

 

[TiredAndReadyToGo]

If you're uncomfortable or having second thoughts you can always call for help, there is no shame in that. If you're scared about actually passing just think about the paradise you are about to be welcomed into where the issues you lived with and experienced will no longer matter or exist. I hope you find peace that we all deserve and that your bus carries you gently away

 

[No One]

If you're uncomfortable or having second thoughts you can always call for help, there is no shame in that. If you're scared about actually passing just think about the paradise you are about to be welcomed into where the issues you lived with and experienced will no longer matter or exist. I hope you find peace that we all deserve and that your bus carries you gently away

I wish that. Anyway I'm going to do it. Last drink of coffee

 

[TiredAndReadyToGo]

I wish that. Anyway I'm going to do it. Last drink of coffee

I hope it's the best damned coffee in the world and you get what you are looking for in the end

 

[Sweet emotion]

I'm afraid to do it right now. I just can't believe it will be my last time alive. I don't know I've the pills and I'm all alone and it take only 10 minutes to start working. I'm afraid

I know how you feel. Like it will be the last time we look at the sky or see our parents or grandparents. Knowing that when my grandfather leaves my house after dinner that will be the last time I see him. It's very hard. Whoever says suicide is the cowards way out and that it's easy has no idea what they're talking about. I'm afraid too. Can I ask you what kind of pills you're planning to take? Because that's how I'm doing it too. If you want to message me any time feel free and we can talk.

 

[Trisolaris]

I know how you feel. Like it will be the last time we look at the sky or see our parents or grandparents. Knowing that when my grandfather leaves my house after dinner that will be the last time I see him. It's very hard. Whoever says suicide is the cowards way out and that it's easy has no idea what they're talking about. I'm afraid too. Can I ask you what kind of pills you're planning to take? Because that's how I'm doing it too. If you want to message me any time feel free and we can talk.

Amen about the "coward's way out" part. People have no idea how hard it is to go against your most basic instincts of self preservation and avoidance from pain.