Help i'm actually doing it

[paroxysm]

i ordered razor blades and pills and they come today. my sister thinks i am applying for jobs but i'm not sure if i should actually submit them since i am going to CTB very soon. anyone have any tips? i have made sure no one knows my plans and what i'm doing.

 

[username8888]

i ordered razor blades and pills and they come today. my sister thinks i am applying for jobs but i'm not sure if i should actually submit them since i am going to CTB very soon. anyone have any tips? i have made sure no one knows my plans and what i'm doing.

Do you have other options than razor blade? Maybe you could order SN? I don't know your situation though I can't judge you.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. It's so awful that you have no other option but blades. I wish you had access to better methods when there's not other way out. I wish u all the best and may you find peace. Good luck!

 

[paroxysm]

Do you have other options than razor blade? Maybe you could order SN? I don't know your situation though I can't judge you.

sadly no but i have self harmed before so i know some methods to make a clean cut.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the freedom you search for, best of luck with your plans.

 

[username8888]

sadly no but i have self harmed before so i know some methods to make a clean cut.

At least you have good taste because you put Makima in your profile picture.

 

[Blue Elephant]

@paroxysm Wow! It's one thing to know the procedure but to have the courage to do this.. You are a very brave person!

 

[ivllis]

I wish you the best of luck.