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belrgh

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Aug 14, 2019
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i can't do it anymore, gonna try with partial suspension but also taking a bunch of propranalol and whatever else i can get in my house. Either way it'll be enough time before i'm found, it's a bit intense going for it. Cya people

edit: looks like i need a little more practice
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
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Are you sure you have to do this today ?

Impulsive attempts often don't work out very well.

Could you not do some proper planning ?

But if you decide to proceed, then I wish you a safe journey

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Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help and try to recover from whatever is troubling you. Things may seem hard, but with the right help they can improve. There are many sources of help if you look for them and reach out. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping out of harm's way.
 
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belrgh

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Aug 14, 2019
15
Are you sure you have to do this today ?

Impulsive attempts often don't work out very well.

Could you not do some proper planning ?

But if you decide to proceed, then I wish you a safe journey

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Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help and try to recover from whatever is troubling you. Things may seem hard, but with the right help they can improve. There are many sources of help if you look for them and reach out. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping out of harm's way.
it was impulsive but not the first time i've wanted to, more like just finally coming to terms with everything that is making me feel like this, whatever the case i couldn't get the knot right so i'll have to do more tests eventually soon. Thank you for your concern though, i've felt this way since i was about 15 and i'm now 25. I've tried different things but one of my issues is a mental block preventing me from being able to talk about them properly. I decided to wait because i can't guarantee i wouldn't be interrupted now, I would have tried just pills but i don't have a proper sedative at the moment. That's my preferred choice, alcohol and pills.
 
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jgm63

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ok, well whatever you decide, I would try to research and plan properly if possible...

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Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help and try to recover from whatever is troubling you. Things may seem hard, but with the right help they can improve. There are many sources of help if you look for them and reach out. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping out of harm's way.
 
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belrgh

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Aug 14, 2019
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ok, well whatever you decide, I would try to research and plan properly if possible...

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Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help and try to recover from whatever is troubling you. Things may seem hard, but with the right help they can improve. There are many sources of help if you look for them and reach out. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping out of harm's way.
Yeah i've been looking, it's annoying af to get stuff in Aus, jumping wouldn't really be an option since i freeze with heights. Ideally i'd do it with a gun, but yeah i said it's Australia, i do love the no guns law though
 
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jgm63

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Yeah i've been looking, it's annoying af to get stuff in Aus, jumping wouldn't really be an option since i freeze with heights. Ideally i'd do it with a gun, but yeah i said it's Australia, i do love the no guns law though
Have you considered the SN method ?

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Nostalgic Millennial

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Dec 7, 2019
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i can't do it anymore, gonna try with partial suspension but also taking a bunch of propranalol and whatever else i can get in my house. Either way it'll be enough time before i'm found, it's a bit intense going for it. Cya people

edit: looks like i need a little more practice
Hey, I'm new here I just saw your post and I wanna reach out to you. If you want to let me know. we can talk. :(
 
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Brick In The Wall

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i can't do it anymore, gonna try with partial suspension but also taking a bunch of propranalol and whatever else i can get in my house. Either way it'll be enough time before i'm found, it's a bit intense going for it. Cya people

edit: looks like i need a little more practice

I'd suggest sleeping on it. Impulsive decisions can end badly and put you in a worse situation then you're in. Partial suspension can be a bit tricky, I've tried and failed a few times at it myself.
 
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