failureofahuman
Member
- Nov 1, 2024
- 12
I wish the world would just let me die. People hate me so much, but they won't just kill me. I've been incompetent at killing myself so far so I just wish people would kill me. No one likes me and it's because I'm a piece of shit that fucks everything up and hurts people. Today I basically was told off for harassing someone, I'm not going to do it again, but it just fucking sucks that I'm like this. I've done worse things before too, I semi-cheated on a partner, I'm cold and unempathetic, I'm entitled and don't respect boundaries. I'm so fucking weak and pathetic and powerless and I can't control myself, it would really be better for the world if I died. I basically have to kill myself, or deal with a life separated from and inferior to other people. I feel really bad for my parents that I was born, and they've invested so many resources into someone as shitty as me, if I kill myself, they won't have to spend any more money on me.