Venting I'm a terrible person and I can't stop hurting other people

[failureofahuman]

I wish the world would just let me die. People hate me so much, but they won't just kill me. I've been incompetent at killing myself so far so I just wish people would kill me. No one likes me and it's because I'm a piece of shit that fucks everything up and hurts people. Today I basically was told off for harassing someone, I'm not going to do it again, but it just fucking sucks that I'm like this. I've done worse things before too, I semi-cheated on a partner, I'm cold and unempathetic, I'm entitled and don't respect boundaries. I'm so fucking weak and pathetic and powerless and I can't control myself, it would really be better for the world if I died. I basically have to kill myself, or deal with a life separated from and inferior to other people. I feel really bad for my parents that I was born, and they've invested so many resources into someone as shitty as me, if I kill myself, they won't have to spend any more money on me.

 

[swankysoup]

There must be a reason why out act out and do things you don't like. Something must have happened to you.

 

[kitkat9234]

I feel the same way. I just wish someone would kill me already. I've attempted and failed a few times. Why is it so hard? Maybe I'm not trying enough…

 

[littleraccoon3]

I'm sorry if you are a bully, I cannot wish you a happy and peaceful CTB. My life turned into hell because of bullies, causing me extreme anxiety and panic attacks. If you think you have a behavioral disorder, I think you should not hesitate to get help.

 

[bipolar22]

this system breeds bullying, narcissism and hatred. its made like this on purpose so the powerful can run away with all the money while we fight each other.