I'm a pathetic loser who deserves to die

[takihorse]

i just want it to end
i will never amount to anything becaus ei cant even handle the most basic easy crap that everyone else in the world can handle. my only friend makes me feel horrible about myself because she constantly compares me to her and i cant get a job and the world is a horrible place run by the most horrible people ever and i want to slit my throat and my wrists and shoot myself in a public place so peopl have to see what theyve made me do and feel bad for me and all wonder why they weren;t nice enough to me and i want my rapist to fucking kill himself and be publicly executed and have his dick ripped off and i want to fucking break his neck and stab him and fucking ruin his life the way he ruined mine and i want to gouge his eyes out and rip his hair out and fucking humiliate him the way he humiliated me and i want him to say hes fucking sorry and that he regrets what he did to me but he never will and everyone fucking coddles him. i want every single person on this fuckin gplanet dead.
i will never amount to anything becaus ei cant even handle the most basic easy crap that everyone else in the world can handle. my only friend makes me feel horrible about myself because she constantly compares me to her and i cant get a job and the world is a horrible place run by the most horrible people ever and i want to slit my throat and my wrists and shoot myself in a public place so peopl have to see what theyve made me do and feel bad for me and all wonder why they weren;t nice enough to me and i want my rapist to fucking kill himself and be publicly executed and have his dick ripped off and i want to fucking break his neck and stab him and fucking ruin his life the way he ruined mine and i want to gouge his eyes out and rip his hair out and fucking humiliate him the way he humiliated me and i want him to say hes fucking sorry and that he regrets what he did to me but he never will and everyone fucking coddles him. i want every single person on this fuckin gplanet dead.

 

[bluuebzrries]

I'm so sorry, I hope you find your peace one day whether it's suicide or not.

 

[Shiitake]

I feel for you, ive seen many people gone through what you did, and they managed to heal.
I hope you find peace no matter what. You dont deserve any of this.

 

[Aflame5926]

sounds like your friend is trying (not sure if this is correct wording) to be friend. the principle is if i can do it you should be able to do it and that wrong.
there are no pathetic losers. only people that didnt fit the system

 

[fadedghost]

Regarding not being able to get a job, it is normal for it to take a huge amount of time. Job searches can take months. If you apply over and over and over, you will find something eventually. It's not personal. Even great candidates get rejected over and over. Just think of a game and apply to jobs 2-3 hours a day until you get something.

You should also proof read your resume and make sure there are no major errors. If you want to do something in a certain field, indicate your interest in that field on the resume.

 

[takihorse]

I do not have 2-3 hours a day to be applying to jobs that never even get back to me. Please spare me the BS that a hundred other people have already told me.

Regarding not being able to get a job, it is normal for it to take a huge amount of time. Job searches can take months. If you apply over and over and over, you will find something eventually. It's not personal. Even great candidates get rejected over and over. Just think of a game and apply to jobs 2-3 hours a day until you get something.

You should also proof read your resume and make sure there are no major errors. If you want to do something in a certain field, indicate your interest in that field on

 

[purebliss]

i just want it to end
i will never amount to anything becaus ei cant even handle the most basic easy crap that everyone else in the world can handle. my only friend makes me feel horrible about myself because she constantly compares me to her and i cant get a job and the world is a horrible place run by the most horrible people ever and i want to slit my throat and my wrists and shoot myself in a public place so peopl have to see what theyve made me do and feel bad for me and all wonder why they weren;t nice enough to me and i want my rapist to fucking kill himself and be publicly executed and have his dick ripped off and i want to fucking break his neck and stab him and fucking ruin his life the way he ruined mine and i want to gouge his eyes out and rip his hair out and fucking humiliate him the way he humiliated me and i want him to say hes fucking sorry and that he regrets what he did to me but he never will and everyone fucking coddles him. i want every single person on this fuckin gplanet dead.
i will never amount to anything becaus ei cant even handle the most basic easy crap that everyone else in the world can handle. my only friend makes me feel horrible about myself because she constantly compares me to her and i cant get a job and the world is a horrible place run by the most horrible people ever and i want to slit my throat and my wrists and shoot myself in a public place so peopl have to see what theyve made me do and feel bad for me and all wonder why they weren;t nice enough to me and i want my rapist to fucking kill himself and be publicly executed and have his dick ripped off and i want to fucking break his neck and stab him and fucking ruin his life the way he ruined mine and i want to gouge his eyes out and rip his hair out and fucking humiliate him the way he humiliated me and i want him to say hes fucking sorry and that he regrets what he did to me but he never will and everyone fucking coddles him. i want every single person on this fuckin gplanet dead.

Hey you <3
I can see that you are currently suffering a lot.

Please understand that you are in no way whatsoever a failure. Nothing about you.
This is a rigged system run by pedophilic billionares and war criminals.

Nobody is a failure in a system that in itself has failed.
You are not worth less in any way just because you refuse to submit and work a wage slave job for some more shareholder value.

And I am really sorry for the suffering that one disgusting person did to you.
Especially in this world woman are treated incredibly unfair and in usual fashion almost everyone sides with the perpetrator and not with the victim.
Its hell.

I hope you can find a way, a reason to get back to life
And if not then I hope you find a peaceful exit.
But please please please do not do anything rash.
Plan it carefully, no impulsiveness, please :<
I would so very much like you to not suffer anymore than you already did.

I am always here if you need someone to text as well.

 

[fadedghost]

I do not have 2-3 hours a day to be applying to jobs that never even get back to me. Please spare me the BS that a hundred other people have already told me.

Okay, but it is normal to apply to 300 jobs and get 1 response, so if you want a job, the 2-3 hours a day applying to jobs that don't get back to you is how you find the 1 job out of 300 that responds.

 

[purebliss]

Okay, but it is normal to apply to 300 jobs and get 1 response, so if you want a job, the 2-3 hours a day applying to jobs that don't get back to you is how you find the 1 job out of 300 that responds.

No. It most certainly is not normal.
You have been conditioned to think this is normal.

In a functioning society everyone should be able to have a somewhat decent job without having to go through a ridiculous amount of stress beforehand.