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Praestat_Mori
Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
- May 21, 2023
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I failed in life, I'm a failure, I can't get out of the hole, it's hopeless, nothing moves forward and nothing changes. I should have killed myself last year when I was very suicidal but I didn't do it and somehow hope and all that was in the way. Probably I just let the best chances to kms go by. My situation that makes me suicidal hasn't changed but also didn't get worse. Perhaps that's the reason why I'm much less suicidal in recent weeks. It's even hard to think about an actual attempt. It'd be so much better if I was gone bc things won't get better anyway and now I'm not even suicidal enough. That doesn't make sense.
My life is nothing else but rotting at home with no perspective for the future.
My life is nothing else but rotting at home with no perspective for the future.