Discussion I’ll probably make a story up before I CTB to give my family and friends some closure

[JayJay]

I know I'd be dead but I don't want them to know that. Maybe I would paint a pretty picture and tell them I went out of state with a gf while I find a peaceful place to take some SN with Diet Coke. Preferable in the woods. I recently went to the state park and there were a lot of signs saying not to kill yourself and the suicide hotline and blah blah blah. Oh well, looks like you'll just have another stinky corpse to clean up in the woods. Or nature cleans me up. Maggots are good cleaners you know
A dead corpse is all I'll ever be anyways.

 

[MrDarkness]

I personally think it would be better if they knew you died instead of going missing, it's a lot worse knowing someone you know isn't going to appear again, at least with death they have closure. I hope your able to find peace in life or death

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm sorry life has brought you to this point but I agree with @MrDarkness - I'm not so sure that just disappearing is easier on families. I suspect they would suspect suicide regardless and I imagine the police investigation must be pretty upsetting. That said- you know your family best. I completely understand why people don't want to CTB where family members may find them.

I'm no expert but I would also recommend you read the megathread on SN- I think they advise against taking it with drinks like fruit juice or coke because of the acid in those drinks. I think maybe they start to turn the nitrite into nitrate. (Not sure but please do your own research.)