hikikomorizombie
Ouch
- Jan 15, 2024
- 771
thx to u/breezeboy for reminding me to make sure i find a clear spot to land on my 2nd test run<3 i was able to find 1. unfortunately there was an event going on downtown that made the surrounding area fairly filled w ppl, & i'm not kms in front of an audience. that's why i always wait till the dead of night. heh. no pun intended.
so once again my test run stays a test run, & once again i'm aggravated by the complications of kys. all the things that need to align justttt right. imagine how much easier it'd be if society wasn't foolish & didn't constantly try to criminalize suicide. it's not weak, it takes an unknown amt of strength. it's not selfish (usually), some1's been in mental anguish for yrs, & that's the best they can say?? it's not stupid, suicide is a major decision that's hardly ever made on just a whim.
i think of all the ppl that're veggies somewhere rn, stuck in an even worse state than the 1 they originally tried to leave, & how their suffering wouldn't have been prolonged horribly if we actually had sure options. why don't we take the same approach to the suicidal that we do to addicts?? harm reduction right, 'if they're gonna hurt themselves might as well make sure they do it as safely as possible'? ik we'll never get smthg like that, & ik i'll just have to suck it up & fling myself off that building, but man if it isn't infuriating to think about.
so once again my test run stays a test run, & once again i'm aggravated by the complications of kys. all the things that need to align justttt right. imagine how much easier it'd be if society wasn't foolish & didn't constantly try to criminalize suicide. it's not weak, it takes an unknown amt of strength. it's not selfish (usually), some1's been in mental anguish for yrs, & that's the best they can say?? it's not stupid, suicide is a major decision that's hardly ever made on just a whim.
i think of all the ppl that're veggies somewhere rn, stuck in an even worse state than the 1 they originally tried to leave, & how their suffering wouldn't have been prolonged horribly if we actually had sure options. why don't we take the same approach to the suicidal that we do to addicts?? harm reduction right, 'if they're gonna hurt themselves might as well make sure they do it as safely as possible'? ik we'll never get smthg like that, & ik i'll just have to suck it up & fling myself off that building, but man if it isn't infuriating to think about.