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dismas
- Aug 7, 2022
- 36
Title says it all. If you're going to CTB, or are planning to CTB soon, I will make a song for you for free. If there is anything in particular that you want to express to the world before you die, I can help you with that through the format of music.
To the mods, feel free to warn me if this violates one of the rules.
Some background context
Probably no one is going to really want this, but I'm fucking tired of having to say something of the world. Music assumes that you have something to say about the world. I don't care anymore, really, and I don't think what I have to say matters. I'm tired of pretending it does. But maybe you want what you're saying to matter. Maybe if someone wants to help you say what you're saying, then you'll make it matter. So if you choose to go with something like this, I'll help in that regard.
I tend to make noise rock, industrial rock, math rock, shoegaze, alternative rock, and dream pop music. I also tend to string a lot of orchestral parts with it. To assure you, I've been making and producing music somewhat seriously for the past 2 years. I've only gotten pretty decent at it recently. I've released 2 singles so far, an industrial rock song and a black-metal shoegaze song. The first one is in my native language, Filipino, and the second is in English. I can probably make you songs outside of these genres, but it will take a bit longer, and I will have to let you know if I can't follow your preferences.
Here is a GDrive link of the best music I've tried to make so far. I have official releases for this, but I'm not linking them because I'm not promoting my music. I am only trying to assure you that I'm somewhat decent at making music.
How will this work?
Is there a price?
No prices. If you are planning to kill yourself, I will write and make a song for you for absolutely free. You own the song, and you can release it by your own if you want.
I only have one favor to ask, that I also release the song under an artist name, releasing songs dedicated to people who are about to kill themselves. I have already written songs under this artist name, because I'm also about to kill myself soon. These songs are the very 2 I shared above. But I'm done saying things. It's better for all this wasted creative energy to be spent somewhere else, perhaps for suicidals who need help in expressing things about themselves.
I will also mention that I will NOT produce music for you. I will only produce music for you because you are going to kill yourself. The music I am making is not about people, ideas, or the world. It is about suicide. It is about going away in a sudden moment, having no time or space for further closure.
The artist name will not be about my personal artistic expressions, but artistic expressions of suicide between many different people. I hope you understand. The artist name will only be used for this project, expressing music about suicidal people, and NOT about me.
Read this word vomit, and perhaps interested?
Talk with me through my SS account here.
I can only work on 2 songs at any given point in time, so if it ever comes to that, I will have to deny your request until I'm open again. Future apologies.
To the mods, feel free to warn me if this violates one of the rules.
Some background context
Probably no one is going to really want this, but I'm fucking tired of having to say something of the world. Music assumes that you have something to say about the world. I don't care anymore, really, and I don't think what I have to say matters. I'm tired of pretending it does. But maybe you want what you're saying to matter. Maybe if someone wants to help you say what you're saying, then you'll make it matter. So if you choose to go with something like this, I'll help in that regard.
I tend to make noise rock, industrial rock, math rock, shoegaze, alternative rock, and dream pop music. I also tend to string a lot of orchestral parts with it. To assure you, I've been making and producing music somewhat seriously for the past 2 years. I've only gotten pretty decent at it recently. I've released 2 singles so far, an industrial rock song and a black-metal shoegaze song. The first one is in my native language, Filipino, and the second is in English. I can probably make you songs outside of these genres, but it will take a bit longer, and I will have to let you know if I can't follow your preferences.
Here is a GDrive link of the best music I've tried to make so far. I have official releases for this, but I'm not linking them because I'm not promoting my music. I am only trying to assure you that I'm somewhat decent at making music.
How will this work?
- Firstly, YOU WILL NOT LET ME KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT YOUR PERSONAL LIFE. You will not provide me details that will put you at risk. To my best extent, I won't provide you details that will put me at risk. I only need to know your story. I don't have to know who you are, where you live, things like that.
- Secondly, I will ask for your consent that this project will be inherently personal to the both of us. Within this creative process, we will likely know personal about each other by accident. These personal details can be held liable.
- We'll talk. We'll converse for a while. I will ask you why you want to CTB. I will ask you what your plan is for CTB. I need to know how far you are in wanting to kill yourself.
- I will ask you why you wanted someone to write a song about you Catching The Bus. It will get personal, even after Rule 2. Do know that this song will be one of the last things you'll leave behind, should you choose to die.
- We'll talk about how you want the music to sound like. You'll send me the sort of music you may want it to sound like. There will be a creative conflict between us, but I'll try our best to reconcile that. This is the start of the music-making process, so we'll address the following:
- What genre/s of music?
- Loud, or subtle?
- Has vocals, or is purely instrumental?
- Repetitive sections? Verse-chorus-bridge format? Loose format, like a ballad?
- Will you record your own vocals?
- Will I help you write the lyrics?
- This will all be easier if you send me what sort of music you want the song to sound like.
- I'll make the music for you. I wager that the whole process will take 4-6 weeks. I will let you know of the song's progress throughout the song-making process. I'll edit the song based on your comments.
- We'll talk about how to release the music soon after this. The specifics are really only important when the song is done.
Is there a price?
No prices. If you are planning to kill yourself, I will write and make a song for you for absolutely free. You own the song, and you can release it by your own if you want.
I only have one favor to ask, that I also release the song under an artist name, releasing songs dedicated to people who are about to kill themselves. I have already written songs under this artist name, because I'm also about to kill myself soon. These songs are the very 2 I shared above. But I'm done saying things. It's better for all this wasted creative energy to be spent somewhere else, perhaps for suicidals who need help in expressing things about themselves.
I will also mention that I will NOT produce music for you. I will only produce music for you because you are going to kill yourself. The music I am making is not about people, ideas, or the world. It is about suicide. It is about going away in a sudden moment, having no time or space for further closure.
The artist name will not be about my personal artistic expressions, but artistic expressions of suicide between many different people. I hope you understand. The artist name will only be used for this project, expressing music about suicidal people, and NOT about me.
Read this word vomit, and perhaps interested?
Talk with me through my SS account here.
I can only work on 2 songs at any given point in time, so if it ever comes to that, I will have to deny your request until I'm open again. Future apologies.