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Rebirth
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- Jun 20, 2018
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Karma in this context could also mean a spiritual lesson.
I was supposed to be better looking than I am. My jaw/face did not grow to look like my parents. I also have other ugly attributes I won't mention but that make me unable to feel at ease and be as present in the moment. I tried fixing my jaw and I was further disfigured and violated.
I found something called orthotropics that says your jaw will grow downwards instead of forward if you have certain oral habits as a kid. I'm not sure if I had these habits, or if I was just cursed physically for a spiritual reason, causing me psychological suffering but in ways not bad enough that don't warrant others' sympathy, just make them see me as less than. I don't feel I was supposed to look like how I do. All I wanted was to feel comfortable in my own skin.
I was supposed to be better looking than I am. My jaw/face did not grow to look like my parents. I also have other ugly attributes I won't mention but that make me unable to feel at ease and be as present in the moment. I tried fixing my jaw and I was further disfigured and violated.
I found something called orthotropics that says your jaw will grow downwards instead of forward if you have certain oral habits as a kid. I'm not sure if I had these habits, or if I was just cursed physically for a spiritual reason, causing me psychological suffering but in ways not bad enough that don't warrant others' sympathy, just make them see me as less than. I don't feel I was supposed to look like how I do. All I wanted was to feel comfortable in my own skin.
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