If your life ended today, would you be satisfied?

[sserafim]

Would you be satisfied with how your life has played out, or would you have lingering regrets?

 

[Onelegman]

Yes, I would be happy, for everything I have experienced in my few moments of mental health

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Not even remotely. Which is why I want to be dead, so I don't even have to ponder that.

 

[aidic]

I would be satisfied but still sad because it's been so programmed into me that life is a ~*gift*~
I only dream that whatever comes next is just and not cruel, it's the only thing that gives me hope

 

[EmptyHeaded]

It makes no difference for me. If I die now or in 10 years, the thoughts and feelings would be the same.

 

[All_is_in_vanity]

No but I wouldn't care

 

[karmaisabitch]

Sounds like a face book post!

 

[davidtorez]

No more I to be inconvenienced by.

 

[Vicolo cieco]

No, my life has been a nightmare. Anyway, I'm a determinist, so I don't think things could have been different.

 

[illicit]

I'd say so, yes. I would be happy that I wouldn't have to deal with everything anymore. I believe I've done more good than bad in my life anyway.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

No, because there is some stuff I want to get done first before I die, like visiting my bf, graduating, and, most importantly, finding inner peace (something I am not doing a very good job of at the moment, but I'm still in my beginning stages, okay).

 

[AveMori]

I guess so! I went through so much pain, but also a ton of crazy wonderful experiences. I'm suicidal, bc I really feel like the best days are past me and there's nor a lot of positive aspects about my future, but I did lead one hell of a life at times. I am thankful for that.

 

[Z-A]

If today would be my last day, I wouldn't be satisfied since it won't solve anything, just make me unaware of everything forever. I wouldn't care at all if it ended, because this life is just cruel. If everything went the way like I wanted then I'd actually be happy and wouldn't be here in the first place. But that's just not possible in an unfair world like this.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

If I were slated to die at midnight tonight I would not be satisfied with the course of my life at all. I didn't get to do any of the conventional stuff. At the same time I'm kind of at peace with not having done, or rather having been unable to do, those things and don't actively desire to do anything more.

 

[divinemistress36]

I have nothing but regrets but im proud I gave it my all to try to get better despite society disabling me

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

No but I'm the kind of person who regrets every decision I make even when it turns out in my favor or even when the other outcome is clearly worse. This is why it would be better if I could just always have black and white thinking all the time so I could live life more comfortably.

 

[Oathkeeper]

I feel blessed to have experienced the things that I have.

The future I want is out of reach though.

 

[TomatoSandwich]

I would be relieved that everything's over, the regrets wouldn't matter anymore

 

[rokonie]

I have a lot of projects (creative ones mainly) that i wish i could have done, but the pros of not having to face everything else and endure this lonely existence would outweigh it i think. Plus I wouldn't be around to ponder all my regrets.

 

[R_N]

No regrets here regardless of the unknown. Even if something like nirvana is real and I never reach it I'm fine with my karma transferring into next being and my current actions deciding where it lands.

I am finally coming to terms with what became of my life and having some piece of mind realizing our mortality to the fullest.

 

[ImTelling]

Hell. No.

I wanted to make music and art, I wanted exhibitons and live shows. I wanted to get fucked by guys and drink hard and enjoy life to the fullest. Hell, theres a film I really wanna see but its in select screenings and it isnt showing in my country.

But I fucked it all up and its better to snuff out a life that just causes misery and doesn't even have a future.

 

[Slough Walker]

Relieved, not satisfied. To be satisfied, I would have to feel grateful that I had been born - that all this was worth it. Although I've felt gratitude about many things, I've never felt grateful for coming into existence, and I doubt that I ever will.

 

[totheendofinfinity]

No, part of my reasoning for wanting to ctb is all my regrets. I wouldn't be satisfied with how my life went, I just wish I could've had a normal life, he a normal person, be happy. But nothing save for an act of God could give me that.

 

[Roadrunner]

My only regret would be, it didn't end sooner. I've endured so much more hurt and pain hoping things would get better. I'm still visiting this site regularly, so clearly it didn't

 

[divinemistress36]

My only regret would be, it didn't end sooner. I've endured so much more hurt and pain hoping things would get better. I'm still visiting this site regularly, so clearly it didn't

My biggest regret is that I didnt end it sooner to

 

[katyusha_kat]

My only regret would be (and is) existing in the first place.

 

[LifeIsBS]

With how much i'm preparing for my final moments, i would not regret shit, and will fully embrace death, my true love , my first hug .

 

[Blurry_Buildings]

I would regret everything

 

[SchizoGymnast]

No, I want to finish some business before I go

 

[lost_ange2211]

Satisfied? No. I still think it's sad to been gone through so much shit that we consider death as the only/last option. I want to find my peace finally, nothing else.