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Lifeless mindset

Lifeless mindset

See you on the other side
Oct 20, 2020
308
I would've died in march of 2020

(Edit) why didn't your method work?
 
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LookingforAnswers

LookingforAnswers

Student
Mar 15, 2022
113
2021
 
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Thisisme373

Thisisme373

Arcanist
Feb 16, 2019
418
2016. I wish it did work
 
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stilhavinightmares

stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
759
Damn…2012. Would've saved me a lot of pain.
 
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donealready

A person
Dec 6, 2022
3,571
2004
Had a panic attack, SI kicked in.
 
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Mofreeko

Mofreeko

Arcanist
Apr 7, 2019
478
2019
 
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Dot

Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,600
2020
Abortd
 
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stermc

stermc

libertas quae sera tamen
Nov 24, 2022
945
2012
 
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RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

Administrator
Jun 12, 2018
2,187
2008.
 
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tary

tary

Experienced
Jul 3, 2022
246
2018
Tried to stab myself in the heart, couldn't hit it, got frustrated and called emergency services.
 
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Fulminare

Fulminare

Read Thomas Szasz!
Feb 20, 2022
227
2015~2016
 
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jessisme

Specialist
Dec 3, 2022
386
2011/2012
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,638
Xmas 2021 / Easter 2022
ODs (Rx) failed 😥
 
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GettingOut

GettingOut

I'm not worth any tears
Aug 16, 2022
124
2017
 
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Brokensaddle

Brokensaddle

Experienced
Sep 28, 2020
203
2016 I so I wished I succeeded
 
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Outandproud

Outandproud

Don’t send pm without asking first
Oct 17, 2021
174
2018. Partial hanging, it was a impulsive thing, not bad tough. Would/will do it again probably.
 
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fuzzy-clown

Experienced
Nov 27, 2022
227
2005
 
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AnonymousS

Specialist
Sep 11, 2021
303
2003
 
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Sunbeam87!

Member
Nov 29, 2022
20
2008. Dog narc'd on me.
 
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Echo

Echo

Hell is empty and all the devils are here
Dec 1, 2022
505
2001 .called for help. Wouldnt have been a successful ctb anyway.
 
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Un-

Un-

I'm a failure. An absolute waste. A LOSEr.
Apr 6, 2021
652
2018. I don't know what, but I gave up midway and decided to continue living. It wasn't an aspiring thing or anything. I didn't think life would get better, and I knew I was better off dead. And yet here I am. Pathetic.
 
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BreathOnAMirror

BreathOnAMirror

trying my best
Dec 18, 2022
21
Around the start of summer in 2021, and I failed because I was just scared of the pain and regret I might feel, jumping isn't an instant method and I would have had a couple seconds to reflect before it was over, which I just didn't think I could handle.
 
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Rainy_days

Rainy_days

Experienced
Dec 21, 2022
256
2003 or so... can't remember exact year.
 
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yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
695
never had a serious attempt before, but 2020 if i had a good method
 
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hunterfla

hunterfla

Experienced
Sep 13, 2022
227
1992..before most of you were born I'm sure. :P
 
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Zulu

Zulu

Member
Aug 10, 2022
55
2014 - Belt noose wasn't properly tied and fell to the ground when I let go.
 
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bed

bed

CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
921
2015 - it's all got worse since then.
 
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AnonymousS

Specialist
Sep 11, 2021
303
2001 .called for help. Wouldnt have been a successful ctb anyway.

2001 .called for help. Wouldnt have been a successful ctb anyway.
That sounds similar to me, i tested fate kind of back in 2001. It was what they call parasuicide, i took a big overdose of Amitriptyline then waited a little while then called my doctor. I only remember getting in the back of an ambulance and everything was going blurry, and i couldn't stand up. I came to a few days later to learn that i had stopped breathing, and had been in ICU for a few days. It hurts sometimes to think, if i had just laid on the sofa that day and not touched the phone, my problems wouldn't exist.
 
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Tesha

Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
914
1998. Young and naïve on reliable methods…
 

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