Ariii
Member
- Oct 29, 2023
- 81
A year ago, my family could have definitely realized that it was due to loneliness. Now that the source of my suicidal thoughts are from the fact that I have to live and work a near endless cycle for decades in my life just for a slight hope that I'll be able to live my last few years (where my body would be failing, people I love would be dead, etc) comfortably, I doubt it. I haven't voiced these concerns to anyone irl and the people around me think I'm too stupid to think about the future