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HadItAll

I just want to be completely forgotten
Feb 20, 2023
243
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Yuki K

Yuki K

Student
Mar 9, 2023
122
yes, I'd absolutely use it. I can't get N so if I get it for free I would use it that instant
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,797
Absolutely. N sounds like the best way to die to me, it would be so incredibly beautiful to just fall into an eternal sleep without any struggle, I would feel so relieved to have that option as there is nothing more ideal than non existence. I view life in itself as being something very harmful that I would rather avoid, I could never be able to understand why anyone want to continue existing and risk ending up in a situation of even worse suffering when the solution to all problems would be there. Life is hell and death is freedom from that hell, I view it as always being preferable to not exist.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,389
That's a difficult question. I'm holding on for my Dad to go first. Still- N is meant to be the ideal- it would be incredibly tempting.

I think I would have to tell him how I feel and do all I can to make him understand and hope that he would let me go.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,931
No, I don't like self-imposed deadlines, my CTB will be more of a spontaneous nature
 
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lost-unfound

Member
Mar 10, 2023
24
I'd panic under such short notice and probably be unable to come to a decision, but I would certainly hate myself for the rest of my life for not taking the opportunity when it was offered to me.
 
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CandyK__

CandyK__

Mercy on me, would you please spare me tonight?
Mar 13, 2023
131
I don't want my end to be determined by a random occurrence. I much rather settle for a "lesser" method, if that means i get to choose when. There are things I want to do before it's all over, that'd take more than 24h.
 
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BBBB

Member
Jan 13, 2023
167
Absolutely, Yes!
You Planning on getting us all some??? 🙂
 
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UseItOrLoseIt

Visionary
Dec 4, 2020
2,215
If I had 5 minutes to drink it I would lock myself in the bathroom and go for it.
 
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soldierbavaro

Member
Oct 2, 2022
21
I thought that before I had my N, it said as soon as I have it I'll take it instantly and I've had it for more than 6 months, and I don't take it, I want to die, but I'm very afraid to take it and survive and remain a vegetable, without being able to move
 
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nlpgirl99

nlpgirl99

Member
Feb 21, 2022
36
Absolutely. N sounds like the best way to die to me, it would be so incredibly beautiful to just fall into an eternal sleep without any struggle, I would feel so relieved to have that option as there is nothing more ideal than non existence. I view life in itself as being something very harmful that I would rather avoid, I could never be able to understand why anyone want to continue existing and risk ending up in a situation of even worse suffering when the solution to all problems would be there. Life is hell and death is freedom from that hell, I view it as always being preferable to not exist.
I agree completely with this, we're living in hell already. I'd use N in an instant. It's a shame the world we live in won't allow us to die with any dignity.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

Person
Feb 28, 2023
1,529
To be honest, if I received a bottle of N I would be more than a little sceptical that it was real. If I could be sure though, there would be no question of me taking it there and then. As long as SI didn't get in the way.
 

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