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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
I think I would 🤔
Imagine if below the water of the Golden gate bridge you saw glimmers of a Narnia like world.
 
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Silent Raindrops

Silent Raindrops

The Darkness Awaits Me
Feb 3, 2024
263
I would have been gone yesterday!
 
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GroundControl

GroundControl

Can you hear me, Major Tom?
Feb 3, 2024
79
Hell yeah, I would instant transmission my way outta life.
 
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kermudgeon

kermudgeon

Exit Through the Gift Shop
Feb 8, 2024
82
I would still wait for my mom to be ready to go or go naturally, but it would take so much worry away
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
Yeah for sure
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,219
Not just yet, still want to wait for my Dad to go there first. Afterwards though- like a shot. (Excuse the pun.)
 
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Umacon

Member
Jan 20, 2024
81
It would be much easier for me, so yes!
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
Not just yet, still want to wait for my Dad to go there first. Afterwards though- like a shot. (Excuse the pun.)
Makes me wonder if there's a good amount of suicides who have deluded themselves into believing that that's what awaits them. I wish I could convince myself of that. The happiness as I fell would surpass any joy in this life.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,312
Yeah why not. It'd be great if that place existed for everyone and we all can go together. No worries, no waiting for others, it'd be great.
 
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SoulofSteel

SoulofSteel

Member
Nov 20, 2023
82
If that means I get to have whatever I wanted from this world or at the very least forget everything about it? Hell yes
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
Yeah why not. It'd be great if that place existed for everyone and we all can go together. No worries, no waiting for others, it'd be great.
Makes me wonder why some people near death are so happy. Steve jobs reportedly said "Oh wow. Oh wow. Oh wow." before he died.
 
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FutureHanger

FutureHanger

fml
Dec 9, 2023
360
hell yeah, even if I still had all my other problems but no more anhedonia that'd be enough for me to buy a rope same day delivery and do full suspension tonight
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,219
Makes me wonder if there's a good amount of suicides who have deluded themselves into believing that that's what awaits them. I wish I could convince myself of that. The happiness as I fell would surpass any joy in this life.

Not sure. I imagine most people who believe in an afterlife likely believe in a God = religion. Religion's aren't usually that kind to suicides. Most people who believe in an afterlife and who want to CTB are (in my experience) pretty nervous of the consequences.

You've got to wonder what goes through your head at the end though. I'd like to hope it was a feeling of freedom but I have a horrible feeling it will be fear.
 
Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
hell yeah, even if I still had all my other problems but no more anhedonia that'd be enough for me to buy a rope same day delivery and do full suspension tonight
You would do it even if you still had your other problems in that other world?
 
divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
I'm one of the few people who believe in some sort of afterlife on here and I'm not religious . Only thing stopping me is fear of failure and becoming a vegetable
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
Not sure. I imagine most people who believe in an afterlife likely believe in a God = religion. Religion's aren't usually that kind to suicides. Most people who believe in an afterlife and who want to CTB are (in my experience) pretty nervous of the consequences.

You've got to wonder what goes through your head at the end though. I'd like to hope it was a feeling of freedom but I have a horrible feeling it will be fear.
Christians in the early era of the religion were killing themselves left and right until the leaders said suicide prevents entry into heaven.

There was a guy on here who told me he had jumped and lived. He miscalculated the height. He said that up until he went over the railing, he was terrified. Then as he fell he felt peace beyond anything he could've imagined. Hopefully that's how it goes.
I'm one of the few people who believe in some sort of afterlife on here and I'm not religious . Only thing stopping me is fear of failure and becoming a vegetable
How come you believe in an afterlife? Belief has never made sense to me. Things are either probable or improbable, factual or not.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,865
Not everyone has the privilege of just being able to cease existing instantly in a guaranteed way whenever they wish to. And in my case, I don't want "happiness", I only wish for eternal non-existence, only the absence of everything is desirable to me.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
Not everyone has the privilege of just being able to cease existing instantly in a guaranteed way whenever they wish to. And in my case, I don't want "happiness", I only wish for eternal non-existence, only the absence of everything is desirable to me.
Everyone has the privilege to ride the Magic school bus.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
Probably not. For me, permanent non existence is as peaceful as it can get and it's probably the most likely outcome that will occur after death too yet I'm still here
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
Christians in the early era of the religion were killing themselves left and right until the leaders said suicide prevents entry into heaven.

There was a guy on here who told me he had jumped and lived. He miscalculated the height. He said that up until he went over the railing, he was terrified. Then as he fell he felt peace beyond anything he could've imagined. Hopefully that's how it goes.

How come you believe in an afterlife? Belief has never made sense to me. Things are either probable or improbable, factual or not.
I know a few people who have had NDEs it's enough confirmation for me
 
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CloudyNightSky

CloudyNightSky

Specialist
Oct 28, 2023
302
Hell yeah absolutely
 
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dementedpsycho

Member
Feb 14, 2024
12
In a heartbeat, im a pos tbh so the fear of an afterlife is terrifying for me bc if there is an afterlife im def going to hell.
 
Quiet_Cricket

Quiet_Cricket

Member
Sep 18, 2023
37
Would this eternal happy place remove all mental disorders?
 
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TiredOfAllThis

Arcanist
Feb 5, 2024
453
Would have done that a long time ago
 
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Deleted member 65988

Guest
I mean, who wouldn't have, if it was true then absolutely fucking yes but....give me permanent non-existence.
 
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squidman117

squidman117

WILL CTB ON 10/16 IF THINGS GET WORSE.
Dec 1, 2023
28
hell yeah
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,260
I do not think that I will rush the process or the planning. I will take my time as much as I can to avoid any failure, and in the end I will definitely do it. At that time, my suffering will have a meaning or a purpose. I will have the ability to endure this suffering until I achieve peace and my eternal happiness.
 
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